심동 금지 [백합 abo]

심동 금지 [백합 abo]

Lucas Everhart

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Introduction

구남은 수용소에서 데려온 알파였지만, 주서닝은 그녀에게 정말 잘해주었다. 공부를 할 수 있게 해주고, 베타로 위장해서 일할 수 있게 도와주었으며, 심지어 그들에겐 귀여운 아기까지 있었다. 그러던 어느 날, 그녀는 이 매정한 오메가에 의해 다른 사람에게 넘겨졌다. 그리고 지금, 그 사람이 다시 그녀를 강제로 빼앗아 왔다. 사람은 보낼 수도, 빼앗아 올 수도 있지만, 마음은 어떨까? 산산조각 난 그 마음을 다시 모을 수 있을까? 무슨 그들의 미래를 위해서라느니, 그런 개소리... 그저 자신의 야망을 위한 것일 뿐이었다. 구남의 거부에 대해, 다른 방법이 없는 주서닝은 진심으로 그녀의 사랑을 되찾으려고 할 수밖에 없었다.
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Chapter 1

이것은 구남이 두 번째로 주부에 들어가는 것이었다.

전에는 이애윤에게 끌려왔었고, 그 사람의 수행원, 심지어 금단의 존재로서, 주부의 하인들조차 무시하는, 자신들보다 한 등급 아래라고 여기는 존재였다.

한 등급이라니, 그것보다 더했다. 알파로서, 원래가 가장 천한 존재였고, 그들은 어떤 사람들인가? 의원 집안의 하인들이고, 곧 의장 선거에 출마할 의원이며, 심지어 저택에는 가장 젊고 유망하다고 불리는 의원까지 있었다.

이렇게 많은 명예로운 직함을 가진 주부는 얼마나 화려한가. 주부의 하인으로서, 그들은 자연히 그 영광을 함께 누리며, 일반인보다 몇 등급은 높다고 자부했고, 하물며 천한 알파에 비하면 더 말할 것도 없었다.

결국 이렇게 천한 알파가 감히 그들 집 작은 아가씨를 건드렸으니, 주인에게 혼나는 것은 당연했고, 결국 호수에 뛰어들어 자살했다.

하지만, 이렇게 천한 사람이 호수에 뛰어든 것이 어떻게 이렇게 큰 소동을 일으켰을까?

그들은 알지 못했고, 알 필요도 없었으며, 그들에게 영향을 미치지도 않았다.

이 일은 그들에게 단지 이야깃거리일 뿐이었다.

하지만 구남에게 이 사건은 그녀의 삶을 완전히 뒤바꿔 놓았다.

바로 그때, 그녀는 주부에서 거의 익사할 뻔했지만, 결국 큰 위기를 넘기고 오히려 화를 복으로 바꾸어 이후 몇 개월 동안의 삶을 완전히 바꾸고 안정된 생활을 누렸다.

하지만 그 모든 과거는 지금 보면 이미 구름처럼 스쳐 지나간 일이 되었고, 누구에게든 그렇게 불쾌한 추억이 되어, 그녀들 모두 마음속 깊이 묻어두고 다시는 건드리고 싶지 않았다.

다시 주부에 와서, 구남은 다시 한번 이 저택이 얼마나 거대한지를 실감했다. 마치 그녀와 주서영 사이의 격차처럼.

이렇게 큰 저택에서 걸어다니는 것은 당연히 불가능했고, 비행 자동차에서 내린 후 바로 다른 차로 갈아탔다.

그 후, 주부의 하인들은 믿을 수 없는 광경을 목격했다.

그들 저택의 유일한 오메가 아가씨 옆에 젊고 예쁜 여자가 나란히 앉아 있었다.

그렇다, 나란히 앉아 있었다. 이전에는 아가씨의 측근인 아결조차도 뒷좌석에 앉았을 뿐, 감히 아가씨와 나란히 앉지 못했고, 아가씨는 더더욱 외부인을 데려온 적이 없었다.

더 이상한 것은, 그들 집 꼬마 아가씨가 그 젊은 여자의 무릎에 앉아 있었고, 심지어 매우 친근하게 그녀의 목을 감싸 안고 있었다. 마치 평소에 아가씨를 안았던 것처럼.

중요한 것은 이 여자가 보기에도 무척 침착해 보였고, 아가씨가 먼저 말을 걸어도 그저 꼬마 아가씨만 안고 있었다.

도대체 이 사람은 누구길래 이렇게 당당하게 아가씨의 체면도 세워주지 않는 걸까?

그 얼굴을 보니, 어느 집안의 오메가일까?

하지만 어느 집안의 오메가가 그렇게 고귀해서 자신들의 아가씨가 먼저 다가갈 정도일까?

알다시피, 그들의 아가씨는 의원이다. 상원의 의원이다.

하지만 이 얼굴은 정말 본 적이 없었다. 그들이 알고 있는 상류 귀족 가문의 오메가는 아닌 것 같았다.

혹시 신흥 귀족인가?

차가 그들의 시야에서 벗어난 후, 한가한 하인들은 수군거리기 시작했다.

물론, 이 사람이 어딘가 낯익다고 느끼는 사람도 있었지만, 어디서 봤는지 기억이 나지 않았다.

극소수의 사람들만이 그 얼굴을 확실히 보고 충격을 받았지만, 곧 그들의 머릿속에 떠오른 믿을 수 없는 생각을 부정했다.

어떻게 가능하지? 그 사람은 분명히...

이런 사람이 어떻게 그들의 꼬마 아가씨와 함께 앉을 수 있는지, 분명 자신들이 잘못 본 것이라고 생각했다.

이 하인들이 어떻게 생각하든, 어떻게 충격을 받든, 그것은 구남과 아무 상관이 없었다. 그녀는 그저 조용히 앉아 있을 뿐이었다.

차는 잠시 달린 후 한 정원 앞에 멈췄다.

이곳이 정확히 어디인지, 구남도 알지 못했다.

옆에 있던 여자가 그녀에게 말할 때까지, "샤오난, 도착했어요. 내립시다. 이곳은 앞으로 우리 네 식구가 살 정원이에요. 우리의 허락 없이는 일반 사람들은 들어올 수 없고, 앞으로도 우리를 방해할 사람은 없을 거예요..."

말하는 동안, 주서영은 한 손으로 배를 감싸고 다른 손으로는 좌석을 잡고 차에서 내렸다.

과거라면, 이렇게 몇 개월이나 된 배를 가진 그녀는 분명 그녀의 샤오난이 먼저 내려서 조심스럽게 그녀를 부축해 내리게 했을 것이다.

물론, 그때의 샤오난은 그녀가 말할 필요도 없이 분명히 서둘러 차에서 내려 그녀를 부축하려고 했을 것이다. 그녀가 다치거나 넘어질까 봐 걱정했을 테니까. 지금처럼 무시하지 않고, 아이가 소리치며 그녀를 차에서 끌어내리지도 않았을 것이다.

든든한 조력자인 아이는 마침내 엄마의 암시에 따라 매우 빠르게 난난을 정원으로 끌어들였다.

"난난, 예예한테 장난감이 정말 많아요. 빨리 보러 가요. 앞으로 난난이랑 같이 놀아요."

'정말 많아요'라고 말할 때, 흥분한 아이는 구남의 손을 놓고 최대한 두 팔을 벌려 자신의 난난에게 얼마나 많은 보물이 있는지 보여주었다.

그리고 이 보물들은 앞으로 난난과 함께 나눌 것이다.

다른 사람이라면 절대 주지 않을 텐데.

말을 마친 아이는 다시 흥분해서 그녀의 난난의 손을 잡고 정원 깊숙이 달려갔다.

아이의 끌어당김에, 그녀가 넘어지지 않게 하려고 구남은 그녀의 손을 꽉 잡고 따라 달렸다.

한 큰 손과 한 작은 손이 손을 잡고 그들이 앞으로 살게 될 곳으로 달려가는 모습을 보며, 주서영은 마침내 안도의 한숨을 내쉬고 안심하며 웃었다. 만족스럽고 심지어 행복한 표정으로 그들을 따라갔다. 그녀의 아름다운 눈동자는 빛나고 있었고, 마치 새벽 전 하늘에서 가장 밝은 별처럼 보였다.

그녀의 샤오난이 마침내 돌아왔으니까.

그리고 이제부터는 더 이상 그들이 함께하는 것을 제한할 사람도 없다.

그녀가 당당하게 사람을 저택으로 데려올 수 있다는 것이 가장 좋은 증거였다.

사람은 데려왔으니, 이제 샤오난의 마음을 되찾기만 하면 된다.

이를 생각하며, 그녀는 다시 이미 많이 불러온 자신의 배를 쓰다듬으며, "언니 말고도, 우리 아가도 엄마가 난난의 마음을 찾는 걸 도와줘야 해. 너의 언니가 얼마나 열심히 하는지 봐, 우리 모녀도 열심히 해야 해."

예예는 비록 네 살밖에 안 됐지만, 이미 많은 것을 이해하고 있었다. 아마도 자신이 지난번에 난난을 잊어버려 난난이 얼마나 상처받았는지 알고 있기에, 이제는 진심으로 난난에게 보상하려고 한다.

어린아이의 마음은 훨씬 단순하다. 내가 너를 좋아하면, 내 모든 보물을 너와 나누고 싶어한다.

그런데 그녀는? 이것저것 계산하고, 심지어 '아픈 결단'을 내리며, 아무 말 없이 샤오난을 천국에서 지옥으로 떨어뜨렸다.

그 어두운 날들 동안, 이 사람은 얼마나 절망했을까? 그녀는 정말 상상하기 어려웠다.

오늘부터 그녀도 아이를 본받아야겠다. 그렇지 않으면 샤오난의 잃어버린 마음은 정말로 다시 찾을 수 없을지도 모른다.

이렇게 오래 살았는데, 이런 면에서는 네 살배기 아이만도 못하다니, 정말 실패한 것 같다.

많이 뒤처진 주서영은 쓴웃음을 지으며 고개를 저었고, 곧이어 빠른 걸음으로 따라잡았다.

예예가 이렇게 열심인데, 그녀도 너무 뒤처질 수는 없었다.

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My breathing accelerated, small sounds escaping my throat as he explored my body. His touches were both punishment and pleasure, drawing shudders from me that I thought he felt reverberating through his own body.

My nightgown had ridden up, his hands discovering more of mine with each caress. We were both lost in sensation, rational thought receding with each passing second...

Three years ago, to fulfill the wish of his grandmother, I was forced to marry Derek Wells, the second son of the family that had adopted me for ten years. He didn't love me, but I had secretly loved him all along.

Now, the three-year contractual marriage is about to end, but I feel that some kind of sentiment has developed between Derek and me that neither of us is willing to admit. I'm not sure if my feelings are right, but I know that we can't resist each other physically...
My Alpha Stepbrother's Dirty Secret

My Alpha Stepbrother's Dirty Secret

Ongoing · Sugaredpen
"HIS STORY CONTAINS EXPLICIT s*x SCENES, POSSESSIVE ALPHA ENERGY, AND INTENSE EMOTIONAL TENSION. READER DISCRETION IS STRONGLY ADVISED.
"You stood there and watched me stroke myself to the thought of you… and you liked it. Didn't you?"
"You're wet," he growled. "Just from words. Just from me saying your name while I came."
When Liana Rivers fell into bed with her brooding, dominant, dangerously irresistible stepbrother, Killian Wolfe, she gave him everything, her heart, her body, her virginity.
But when she discovered she was pregnant and found out he was engaged to another woman, she ran quietly, carrying a shattered heart and a baby he would never know.
Now, seven years later, she's a struggling single mom working as a hotel janitor, doing everything she can to hide her past, and her son, from the ruthless Alpha who broke her. Until one night, he finds her again. Richer. Darker. More powerful than ever. And he wants her back.
Killian isn't just here to play house. He wants control. Of her life. Her body. Her son. And this time, he's not asking.
She ran from him once. But now that he knows the truth… He'll burn the whole damn world to keep what's his.
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HIS DOE, HIS DAMNATION(An Erotic Billionaire Romance)

HIS DOE, HIS DAMNATION(An Erotic Billionaire Romance)

Ongoing · Vivien Jumbo
Trigger/Content Warning:
This story contains mature themes and explicit content intended for adult audiences(18+). Reader discretion is advised.
It includes elements such as BDSM dynamics, explicit sexual content, toxic family relationships, occasional violence and strong language.
This is not a fluffy romance. It is intense, raw and messy, and explores the darker side of desire.


“Take off your dress, Meadow.”

“Why?”

“Because your ex is watching,” he said, leaning back into his seat. “And I want him to see what he lost.”

••••••••••••*
Meadow Russell was supposed to get married to the love of her life in Vegas. Instead, she walked in on her twin sister riding her fiance.

One drink at the bar turned to ten. One drunken mistake turned into reality. And one stranger’s offer turned into a contract that she signed with shaking hands and a diamond ring.

Alaric Ashford is the devil in a tailored Tom Ford suit. Billionaire CEO, brutal, possessive. A man born into an empire of blood and steel.
He also suffers from a neurological condition—he can’t feel. Not objects, not pain, not even human touch.

Until Meadow touches him, and he feels everything. And now he owns her. On paper and in his bed.
She wants him to ruin her. Take what no one else could have. He wants control, obedience… revenge.
But what starts as a transaction slowly turns into something Meadow never saw coming.

Obsession, secrets that were never meant to surface, and a pain from the past that threatens to break everything.

Alaric doesn’t share what’s his.
Not his company.
Not his wife.
And definitely not his vengeance.
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Strings of Fate

Strings of Fate

Completed · Kit Bryan
I'm an ordinary waiter, but I can see people's fate, including Shifters.
Like all children, I was tested for magic when I was only a few days old. Since my specific bloodline is unknown and my magic is unidentifiable, I was marked with a delicate swirling pattern around my upper right arm.

I do have magic, just as the tests showed, but it has never lined up with any known Magic species.

I can't breathe fire like a dragon Shifter, or hex people who piss me off like Witches. I can't make potions like an Alchemist or seduce people like a Succubus. Now I don't mean to be unappreciative of the power I do have, it's interesting and all, but it just really doesn't pack much of a punch and most of the time it is just pretty much useless. My special magical skill is the ability to see threads of fate.

Most of life is annoying enough for me, and what never occurred to me is that my mate is a rude, pompous nuisance. He's an Alpha and my friend's twin brother.

“What are you doing? This is my home, you can't just let yourself in!” I try and keep my voice firm but when he turns and fixes me with his golden eyes I shrink back. The look he gives me is imperious and I automatically drop my eyes to the floor as is my habit. Then I force myself to look back up again. He doesn't notice me looking up because he's already looked away from me. He's being rude, I refuse to show that he's scaring me, even though he most definitely is. He glances around and after realising that the only place to sit is the little table with its two chairs he points to it.

“Sit.” he orders. I glare at him. Who is he to order me around like this? How can someone this obnoxious possibly be my soul mate? Maybe I'm still asleep. I pinch my arm and my eyes water a little from the sting of pain.
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