Elise’s
 Every time Damien speaks, I feel myself shrinking, waiting for the edge in his voice to turn cruel. But it never does. He is blunt, yes, but not in the way I have come to fear. He pushes, but not too hard, as if he knows I might break. That unsettles me more than his sharp grin or the way every girl on campus watches him walk by.
I keep telling myself he is dangerous, that his type will ruin me, but my body betrays me. My pulse stumbles when his hand brushes mine. My stomach twists when his attention lingers too long. And deep down, I am terrified of what will happen if I stop running from him. Because for the first time in years, part of me wonders what it would feel like to trust a man again.
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Damien’s
 I have never cared about anyone outside the game. Girls were fun, easy, forgettable. That is the way it had to be. Distractions get you benched, and I was not about to risk my shot at the NFL for some temporary crush. But Elise Hawthorne is not temporary. She is quiet in a way that makes me listen harder, soft in a way that gets under my skin. She is scared of me, I see it every time her eyes dart away, but she still shows up, still stands next to me even when her hands shake.
And that kills me, because I am not supposed to want to protect her. I am not supposed to crave her trust, her smile, her touch. She is the one line I should never cross, yet every part of me is already leaning over it.


Terrified Of My Past, Craving His Touch


Damien’s POV
I cannot shake this heavy feeling, no matter how much I try. It sits in my chest like a weight I cannot push away. Part of me knows I messed up with Elise, but another part keeps pretending I did not. What is wrong with me? Maybe I am not as clever as I like to think.
I keep repla...

All men terrify me

My roommates were going to completely lose it when they saw this.

Meaningless kiss

Why does this girl make me act like such an idiot?

Kissing Damien, pretending to date him… what could possibly go wrong?

 Damien! It is embarrassing! Do not read it!"

Like you are disappointed in me

What the hell was so funny?

That shy boy is gone. He has turned into a man

How could I not react this way?

Oh no. Is Paul walking into trouble? 

Why are you making this so dramatic?

Why the hell does Elise care so much about whether Julian lives with me?

 The pressure is unbearable.

My body clenches at the sight alone.

Why are you in my bed?

 I thought you two were a couple

Does that make me a terrible person?

 I wonder if Damien will see me that way too.

Do these two have a past?

S-stay the night?

Maybe I should just apologize for earlier and keep my feelings to myself tonight

What do you want to do after college?

People better watch out. I think Elise is turning into a gangster