Chapter 6 Kill Me
When I got home, it was already noon.
I rang the doorbell and the door was opened by Aunt Fen, the domestic servant.
Aunt fen paused at the sight of me, then wished to speak but stop on a second thought. After holding my slippers, she took a meaningful look and went into the kitchen without saying anything.
When I turned my eyes and saw two people sitting opposite me on the sofa, I understood what Aunt Fen meant just now.
I had played a role of good girl, good daughter and good wife for 25 years, not to mention leaving home all night, it was very rare to back home after 12 o'clock.
But yesterday, not only did I not return all night, but I also cheated.
Not wanting to see their faces, I changed my shoes and wanted to go upstairs to change my clothes. Then I can go to work and stay away from the home as far as possible.
Jiang Xu stopped me when I took them as air and bypassed the sofa to go upstairs.
"Jiang Yao, where did you go last night? Don' you know how anxious your mom was? "
He had never talked to me in such a harsh tone, but his accusation sounded so ridiculous to me.
I turned my head and looked at the man I still Shenshen loved in disgust.
"It's none of your business where I went. And please, don't shout the word 'mom' again and again. So disgusting."
"Yao Yao, I can explain yesterday."
Obviously, the next words spoken by Jiang Xu was not so horizontal. His eyes were red and he probably stayed up all night.
"Explain what?" I smiled, "what do you want to explain? Is it that your illness has suddenly healed so that you can't wait but to climb into your mother-in-law's bed? "
My voice was quite sharp, and I didn't want to think about whether what I said was heard by Aunt Fen.
Jiang Xu turned pale when I said that he had too many emotions in his eyes, but I couldn't see any of feelings clearly.
"Yao Yao, It is not Jiang Xu's fault. if you want to blame someone,just blame on me." My mother finally spoke. She got up from the sofa and came to my side. Her eyes were swollen, obviously crying.
"Mom, I won't blame you, I just want to ask you,What about my dad? My dad loves you so much, how can you did this to him ,you slut.. "
I admit that I did not choose my words, but I did not expect that my mother, who once pampered me to heaven, would beat me.
When the slap fell on my face, I seemed to hear the sound of my heart breakon.
"Jiang Yao, I'm slut,anyone can scold me except you!I'm your mother, you scold me is going to be struck by lightning."
"Then let the thunder strike me to death." Tears flowed out uncontrollably, and my whole body was shaking with grievance.
"Yao Yao, come on." Jiang Xu held out his hand to pull my arm. I felt sick and shook it off hard, probably because of the hard actions. He stared at my collarbone. "What's going on? Where the hell did you go last night? " He clamped his hands on my shoulder and looked hard at the clear marks.
"To find a man. You can't do it , don't you let me find someone else? " Having said that, I thought I might be wrong and sneered coldly, "Yes, you can't, you can't just do it to me."
I didn't know how destructive these words were, but I clearly felt that Jiang Xu's whole body was shaking.
He looked at me in pain and finally put down his hand.
"I'm so sorry Yao Yao, I lied to you. I fell in love with Jing Ci since I saw her at school, but at that time she had a husband. the only way I could get close to her was you. I'm really really sorry."
When I was sitting on the river bridge yesterday, I gave them many reasons, but none of reasons were the truth.
This is probably the quip that is often seen on the Internet.
I take you as my husband, but you want to be my father.