Chapter 12 I Have The Final Say From Now On
No one believed me and no one wanted to hear me explain what happened tonight.
My husband, my mother, and those uncles who knew me well all thought what they had saw was the truth.
My sister-in-law just threw mud at me.Ironically,the only person who knew I was wronged was her fiance.
"You, how do you know ..."
"I'm not blind." He said and looked at me again, the corners of his mouth still hung a smile.
I stopped talking and just lowered my head and looked at the new shoes I was wearing.
Soon, we arrived the villa where we were last night. It was built near the sea. Then Jin Xiaoran took me to the house.
When entering the door, He also recorded my fingerprint on the door lock.
I didn't have the strength to disobey him, so I just grinned and bear it. I did what he asked me to do, but I felt completely different when I came here that night and the that night before.
At that day before, I was felt like to be betrayed by the whole world, but this day, I was probably going to betray the whole world to do something outrageous.
As soon as we entered the room, he didn't even turn on the light and hugged me from behind.
The hot and sweet smell of men once again took my sanity away.
He bit my earlobe and whispered in my ear.
"Can we take the bath later?"
"Mmm." I nodded obediently, I was in need of comfort too much at that time, whether it's his hugs or what he said from his mouth, were the good medicine for me to forget those things for a while.
I can't remember how exactly I took off my clothes and went upstairs.
When my heart gradually calmed down, it was about one o'clock after midnight.
Jin Xiaoran took me to take a bath, but we didn't go back to the bedroom,then went to the guest room.
Lying on the dry sheets, I was exhausted, but I could not sleep.
I pillowed on his arm,and listened to his strong and steady heartbeat.
"Jin Xiaoran, why do you want to marry my aunt?" I said gently,but the only thing I got was his breathing.
I thought he was asleep, but when I closed my eyes and got ready to sleep, I got an answer.
"For money."
"What?" I opened my eyes and looked up at him. "Are you short of money?"
"No, but I want more." His meaning was very clear. The marriage between him and my younger aunt was just an allied family business.
"What about me?" Last night it was just one-night stand, but at this moment, he already knew that I was Jiang Yao, he still...
Jin Xiaoran watched me for a moment, then raised his hand and his thumb rubbed on my lip.
"You look like my first love, especially when you are sad, your eyes are very similar."
Without hiding anything, he told me the truth openly.
"I see."
I replied and turned over.
"Unhappy? I don't want to lie to you. "
"Nothing, I don't like you. Of course you don't have to like me."
"Well ..."
This was the last conversation between us in the dark night. Then, I fell asleep, but no matter how I turned over, I did not get rid of his imprisonment.
But there was one thing, I still hold a skeptical attitude.
I believed that he said I looked like his first love. But I really didn't believe he would marry Jiang Jiawen because of money.
I knew exactly what Jiang's family background was.If Jin Xiaoran wanted to develop better.There were too many choices for him to marry besides Jiang's family.
Therefore, there must be other reasons for him to make such a decision.
However, whatever the reason was, it had nothing to do with me.
That night, I slept soundly and steadfastly, but woke up very early.
I turned over and wanted to sit up from the bed. Jin Xiaoran just grunted and didn't mind me, then went back to sleep.
When I washed up and came out of the bathroom, I saw him lying on the bed with the newly lit cigarette on his lips.
"Why do you get up so early?" He looked at me bleary-eyed, his voice sounded hoarse and lazy.
"Well, I have to go home and change clothes for work today."
"It's not easy to take a taxi here. Please wait for me a minute and I'll give you a ride." He took a drag on his cigarette and was about to get out of bed.
"No thanks.I called a taxi." When I finished speaking, Jin Xiaoran was surprised.
"What's wrong? Are you afraid of I driving you home? " He put out his cigarette in the ashtray and walked down directly from the quilt bed. His slender and strong body appeared in front of my eyes without reservation.
Although I had already tasted it, I still looked away from his body embarrassingly.
"No, if you are not afraid of anything. I have nothing to be afraid of. I just don't want to bother you."
He didn't speak, just came to me and overlooked me.
I dared not to bow my head, so just looked up at him.
"Well, I think,honestly, We shouldn't do it in the future anymore..." We looked at each other for a long time. I just squeezed out the sentence through my teeth, but I haven't finished yet, he was held my waist,and the breath of tobacco fiercely poured into my mouth.
That was not the first time he kissed me, but it was the first time he kissed me so rudely and with punishment.
My lips and tongue were bullied by him,and he set me free until I felt the pain.
"Jiang Yao, you've been thinking to much. It's up to me about what the future will be. Do you understand?" From the first time I saw him on the river bridge, he never talk to me so seriously. I pressed my swollen lips and tried to calm my heart.
That's when my cell phone rang and the driver of my taxi arrived.
"Let's go, don't think all day long." At that moment he was pulled a long face, and then he gave me a loving smile.
I nodded stupidly and turned to leave, until I got out of the door of the villa and got into the taxi. I was still scared.
The way he looked just now was really scary. His eyes were sophisticated as darkness one moment before then turned to pure as water.
A man with such deep thoughts was not what I can provoke at all.
I crossed my arms, only to feel chills from my heart.
"Young lady, where are you going?"
The driver's words pulled me back from these disturbing thoughts. I told him the address of my home and closed my eyes again.
That was the time, I made a decision.
No matter what kind of person Jin Xiaoran was, I can't get any closer.
Fortunately, he didn't like me at all. He just thought I looked like his first love.
I thought that as long as I could be aloof, he would definitely gave up because of his status.
However, I still thought the complicated things too simple.