Chapter 7 Chapter
~ Damen (POV) ~
“I won’t do it if I get a chance to have a second mate” My whole body froze as I heard her words. Her words were daggers that were aimed at my heart. My wolf let out a pain filled howl. How am I supposed to give her to another man? Second chance? No.. she can’t. She’s mine.
“ASTERIA.. YOU’RE MINE” Both me and my wolf said with a fury filled voice and I saw the way she gasped and looked at me with a fear filled face. Even dare to think about a second chance? No way.
Without caring about anything I crashed my lips on her, Asteria tried to push me but I didn’t let her push me away. Moon goddess gave her to me and even if I rejected her I won’t give her to another man.
“Ahh..” I bit her lower lip and pushed my tongue inside of her mouth, she didn’t let me kiss her and all she did was struggle. Her struggles made me even more angry so my rationality flew away.
“Stop.” Asteria finally spoke. I didn’t give a damn about her words and I took off my t-shirt and threw it away. I clenched my jaws and looked at Asteria who was looking at my body already. Was she scared or attracted?
‘She won’t be able to push us away anymore. She is controlling her wolf’ I smirked as I heard my wolf’s voice. Then I grabbed Asteria’s chin and made her look at me.
“Remember that I won’t let you be with another man and you’ll never get a chance to have a second mate” I removed the top she was wearing while leaving her with her bra. I knew this was not me and I would never do something like this to a woman but she’s mine and I can do anything, I started to kiss her smooth and delicate skin, I felt the lost energy of mine getting back to me but most importantly I was just addicted to her.
“Why are you doing this?” my actions stopped as I heard Asteria’s broken voice. I looked at her and saw her eyes were filled with tears. My heart tightened and the guilt took over me. Would she ever act like this if I didn’t reject her? No. right? She will never.
“Are you going to say that I seduced you again after doing this to me?” Asteria’s words made me want to kill myself. She was right, yesterday I hurt her by saying those words. It was me who kissed her and I blamed her for my own fault.
I watched her face and slowly wiped her tears, why am I like this? I clearly know that I love this woman. Why am I betraying my heart and pushing her away?
“No.. it was my fault” I spoke in a low voice and pressed my lips against her. Kissing her was just a feeling that I would never be able to have in this lifetime. Her lips gave me both warmth and lust. After kissing her for the first time yesterday it was hard for me to get rid of that feeling on my mind.
I slowly moved my hand to one of her breasts and removed the bra from her body. I felt her trembling body under my touch but I knew she wanted it too. How can a shewolf stand against her mate’s touch? It is just an impossible thing that everyone knows. I slowly and gently squeezed her smooth and well developed breasts.
“Mphh.. ahh” a seductive moan escaped from her mouth and soon after she wrapped her hands around my neck.
‘Look at her, she’s just a goddess’ my wolf’s horny voice ran inside of my head and I simply ignored him and kissed her passionately.
“Who the fuck is inside? Are you fucking a woman here? Get the hell out of the room we need to get changed” An annoyance filled growl came out of me, who the hell is disturbing me? Shit.. I grabbed my t-shirt that I threw a few moments ago and covered Asteria with it. Then I walked towards the door and unlocked it but before I could open it Asteria came and grabbed me from my hand.
“Don’t..” She looked at me and said, why is she scared? Or she doesn’t want any other guy to see that she was with me? My heart turned cold as I remembered her earlier words. Second chance. Fuck no.
I opened the door while watching Asteria’s pale face. Her eyes turned moist as she looked at me, then she immediately bent down and picked up her clothes that I removed from her.
“Damen, we are sorry. We didn’t know it was you” after a shocked filled silence, someone spoke. My heart was filled with fury because I couldn’t have enough of her. I looked at the four boys in front of me and saw they were looking at Asteria with surprised faces.
“No worries, I was having fun with her” I said without even looking at Asteria, my wolf growling angrily because of my words.
‘Having fun? Bastard, she's our mate. Tell them we were kissing each other with love’ I pressed my lips together and turned my head to look at Asteria. My heart stopped as I saw her looking at me with pain filled eyes. Her eyes were covered with tears.
‘You’re hurting her. She will never let us touch her again because of you’ my wolf’s whined and my heart tightened.
“Oh.. that’s it. Never thought our Asteria Griffin, the innocent queen would seduce our future alpha king” Asteria shook her head and looked at me as she heard that.
She looked at me with hope thinking that I would explain them but I stood there like I was a mute man. Soon after Asteria ran out of the room hugging her clothes tightly against her chest. What did I do? What the hell? I wanted to run after her but I didn’t know what to do.
“I thought she was innocent, I even had a crush on her. Never expected something like this” I looked at the boy who just spoke and rage filled inside of me.
“You better stay away from her or I’ll rip your throat” I grabbed him from his collar and spoke. His pupils shrank as he watched me with fear. Then he obediently nodded at me. I pushed him away and walked out of the washroom wanting to find Asteria.
Then I realised I’m not wearing a shirt. I sighed and looked around to see so many girls were looking at me and I felt disgusted. I immediately went into the ground and grabbed my backpack as I took a shirt and wore it. Then I ran towards the girls washroom area then the thing I saw broke my heart. I saw Asteria who was crying while sitting on the floor. Her shoulders are trembling.
I wanted to go to her but my feet felt like they were glued to the ground. I watched her as she wiped her tears and got up from the floor. Then I walked away while clutching my shirt with one hand.
Why did I just hurt her?