Chapter 9 Adventure .
Ana pov .
I just started toward the door and I again saw the girl who came before whom I shouted at. I felt so guilty when I saw her again as I shouted at her without her being into any mistake.
I saw her and she was looking scared and I knew she is Scared of me and I can see that for sure how I just scared her and how I can be this heartless to scare someone like this .
It's not something I really feel good about how I can hurt someone who even talks so good to me .
I'm here feeling bad how I did this shit and I still did and I have no shame in myself when I took this step .
She came to me and said " Mam please have food, I really don't want to lose my job".
I can't lose this job mam sir. Please don't make him more angry. He is going to do something you are not going to bear at all .
Please don't do this to yourself. It will be harmful for you to see how much you are already suffering .
I know she is scared but I surely don't care more than my freedom which I want no one can take my freedom from me and if she thinks I will listen to this because I'm scared for sure I am but not to the point where I'm going to drop my self respect for this.
I replied to her " See I'm not going yo take anything and when I said this already don't force me if you can see how I suffered so why care if he did this shit to me so why j have to even scare more ".
If he can do this, I don't care at all .
This is my life and I don't want to spend it here. You need to force me so I don't care at all .
Go tell that bastard I don't want to have anything at all .
Tell him I'm going to have anything no matter what he is going to do with me even if he is going to kill me so surely he can feed my dead body not me .
If he thinks he can do anything and I will not react so he is wrong, he is in his dream land .
I'm going to take myself away from here soon so your so-called young master had to know he can't cage me here and I surely am not going to get stopped with these chain's he tied up on my legs before and now even I have no chains on me so surely he can't keep me .
Maid heard me and went away from there with her scared face . I don't care at all and I closed my eyes to make myself a little bit relaxed and make my throat relaxed to fight more .
I'm just not getting how it became like how I was happy the day before as it was my 15 birthday and I became 15 years old legally then how it just went like this.
What problem I ever did to anyone, my life just sucks more than it ever can .
I hate how my life went like this.
I still remember how my birthday went with my coven members .
Past .
I was so happy that my birthday would be there knocking on my door and my parents were very happy .
I'm always a person with a blessed family, my dad and my step mom loved me so much .
Even though I'm the step child to my step mother, she always loved me like her own child .
Never I thought it would be this insane and I was happy and my dad gave a present to me and my stepmom made a hand made cake for me .
I can't imagine how special I was feeling, my whole day to get pampered a lot and mostly I was happy as I can drink blood now as I hit 15 .
That is the main beautiful reason for me to be happy as it is my day and my happiness which no one can take away from me. Nobody can dare to take anything away from me .
My life is always pampered. I'm the most pampered child in my family and even in my coven everyone treated me good as I'm their king's daughter soo I 'm most protected one in my coven too .
At night I was ready to celebrate my first moon night to drink blood in moon light that can give me my canines like other vampires .
I know I was pretty happy even if it is the most adventurous thing I ever thought I would be doing in my life, which is drinking someone's blood .
It will be the most beautiful thing ever to happen to me .
I always fantasize about how blood is going to taste in reality and how it is going to make me feel whenever I see anyone else drinking it so I fantasize about how good it is going to taste .
I really admire the fact how my canines are going to sink into someone to have their blood and that is like everything I can ask for.
I was so much ready for my night party, preparing myself the whole day after coming from school to celebrate this important phase in my life which I had been waiting for too long. It was just so much for me and my happiness was sometimes on so much peak that day.