Chapter 8 Anger..
Ana pov .
I wake up from my sleep and my head is paining alot and my leg is just in so much .
I try to lift my body but it just gives me too much pain and I remember what happened to me. It just brings tears to my dry eyes .
I felt so suffocated and it just made me so much pain in my body why I had to be in pain, I just missed my parents now, it just made me in pain .
How my parents never did anything to me like this and this men had to do this to me why fucking he had to done some things .
I feel my stomach growling and I feel hungry even tears falling down from my eyes and my throat is all dry and I heard the door unlocking sound. It makes me scared about what if that monster will be here .
I closed my eyes and covered my body with the quilt beside me even with my paining body .
Because I just want to save my body from this rapist who is just going to take advantage of my body .
I close my eyes so tightly to save myself like I'm not someone who is present here. It's totally disruptive to me. It gets down to me like I want to vanish away like air .
Then I heard a voice calling me " Mam! please wake up ".
I'm scared but by hearing the girl's voice it just makes me feel like I can get away from here .
I opened my eyes and saw a girl with black orbs staring at me curiously and I didn't know I was feeling like she was Watching me with innocent eyes.
She again spoke politely to me " Mam eat something then I will be helping you out with bath and clothes ".
I felt so emotional to hear her voice and name of food. I'm feeling like I'm hearing someone talking with love like this after so many years. It's like this. I'm having emotions now .
At this point I'm just hungry, First time I know about hunger .
But now I don't feel like eating anything from this man's house. He did so many things to me and still thinks I will be eating food from his house or from his maid .
I just opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out as my mouth is dry and it is making me feel like my throat gets ripped. I feeling so much pain in this to even produce any sound .
I just nod my head in " No" to indicate that I don't want to eat or need any help from anyone, I can't bear the shame I m going through infront of someone like this .
I just stare at this girl who is silently staring at me after I said her mine final words without speaking
She spoke to me " Mam, young master, want you to eat please have something".
I just can't bear this shit who wants me to have what I don't need anything because for now I want to get away from here, I'm not an animal who needs to get fed while being on chains .
I m human and surely need yo get treated like one, whoever think they can do this with me and I m going to get tamed so surely I don't give fuck about it I want my life at the phase where I chose my self respect more then choosing any other shit like hunger and thirst .
I again opened my mouth and in a very low tone I said " I don't want anything ".
She again pleaded to me " Mam, please see your condition sometimes don't make the young master more angry, you don't know what he is going to do with you please don't do this to yourself".
I get angry by hearing her say why it's me who has to care for something I even don't want. I don't care for any shit because I'm not someone who cares for a person like that bastard .
I shouted with my paining throat" I already said I don't want to have anything so don't force me and it will be better for you"
I fucking don't want anything for rhat monster, go tell your master he can do what he want to do but I m not going to eat anything from him .
Release me from here. I'm not an animal, I'm not going to have anything from him other than my freedom.
She left after hearing my words but not before bowing to me .
I feel bad when she leaves like this with her sad face, even though she made no mistake anr I still shout at her that is not right at all .
I know I'm wrong when I shout at her but what you people expect from me is not someone who needs to talk lovingly when I'm in such a situation. Why would I talk peacefully when all my peace just left me like it never existed?
So how I'm going to react sweetly when that sour Bastard did these things with me.
I feel my throat in more pain and I'm just sick of how much pain I'm going through in my body when my parents didn't let me have even a pinch of pain when I was with them but here in a day I feel like I just totally made up for feeling pain .
Then again I heard footsteps and I know who will be there that so called jack but still I m not getting but I have heard this name before too .