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Chapters
Chapter 1 Prologue
Chapter 2 The Beginning
Chapter 3 Who Are These Guys?
Chapter 4 Do I Want Anything?
Chapter 5 Our Secrets
Chapter 6 I Could Be Bought?
Chapter 7 I Told Him Everything
Chapter 8 Princess, Can I Kiss You?
Chapter 9 My Angel Had Turned Wicked
Chapter 10 Please Be Mine
Chapter 11 It Was Like He Slapped Me
Chapter 12 Being In His Arms Was Comforting
Chapter 13 In The End, I Followed My Heart
Chapter 14 Because You Are So Cute!
Chapter 15 So Different Yet So Similar
Chapter 16 The Party
Chapter 17 Gay For Each Other
Chapter 18 I Noticed His Bulge!
Chapter 19 I'm Going to Give you What You Want
Chapter 20 I Think It's Best If You Lick My Face Too
Chapter 21 Jealous of Leah the Fluffy Dog
Chapter 22 Our Kids
Chapter 23 His Heart Was Beating Fast
Chapter 24 I Love You
Chapter 25 You Are My Song
Chapter 26 I Blamed It On Damian
Chapter 27 The Best Birthday Party of Your Life
Chapter 28 Let Me be Yours Tonight, and You, Mine
Chapter 29 They Didn't Want Me Anymore
Chapter 30 Hopeless And Helpless
Chapter 31 I Was The One?
Chapter 32 I Must Be Dreaming
Chapter 33 A Steamy Day
Chapter 34 Don't Say It
Chapter 35 Natasha - Rai's new Girlfriend?
Chapter 36 Could A Girl Love Two Persons At The Same Time?
Chapter 37 Rai.. Please Stop..
Chapter 38 Rai! Damian! Nooo!
Chapter 39 I Want You Guys to Stay Friends
Chapter 40 Me? Model?
Chapter 41 A Challenging Photoshoot
Chapter 42 This Is What I Need to Do
Chapter 43 The Devil Is Dominating The Angel!
Chapter 44 They Took Advantage of Me
Chapter 45 Just Let Me Go
Chapter 46 Is Damian In Love With Rai?
Chapter 47 Please Come Home With Me
Chapter 48 I Love You Both
Chapter 49 I'm A Vampire
Chapter 50 Unbuttoning Their Shirts
Chapter 51 A Fish Plushie
Chapter 52 Apologizing
Chapter 53 Everything I'd Ever prayed For
Chapter 54 Princess.. I'm Scared..
Chapter 55 A Clingy Little Boy
Chapter 56 Trusting Both of Them
Chapter 57 He Was Having A Nightmare?
Chapter 58 He's Hurting
Chapter 59 A Blessing In Disguise
Chapter 60 It Would be Romantic!
Chapter 61 Our Beach Date
Chapter 62 Our Perfect Last Night Together
Chapter 63 Why Did He Say He Was Sorry?
Chapter 64 Yelling at Him
Chapter 65 That Dreadful Day
Chapter 66 Never Leaving His Side
Chapter 67 I Don't Want to Forget Him!
Chapter 68 He Loved Me That Much?
Chapter 69 His Last Words, Written In A Letter
Chapter 70 How Could I Live Now..
Chapter 71 His Hand Never Left Mine
Chapter 72 I Wanted to Tell Him 'Yes'
Chapter 73 Goodbye..
Chapter 74 Five Years Later..
Chapter 75 Seeing Him Again
Chapter 76 A Magnetic Man
Chapter 77 Did He Kiss Me?
Chapter 78 Electrocuted
Chapter 79 A Dangerous Beast?
Chapter 80 Intense
Chapter 81 I Made Him Feel?
Chapter 82 What Happened to Him?
Chapter 83 Say The Words..
Chapter 84 Possessive Much?
Chapter 85 Love? Lust?
Chapter 86 I Wanted Him to Still Love Me
Chapter 87 He Couldn't Love Me Anymore
Chapter 88 Suave
Chapter 89 Because of Memories?
Chapter 90 Making Him Come
Chapter 91 Making Me Come
Chapter 92 Unfair?
Chapter 93 Smelling Like Each Other
Chapter 94 Teasing
Chapter 95 Would It Really Be Okay?
Chapter 96 He Has Always Thought Of Me
Chapter 97 Just Be There For Him
Chapter 98 Tell Me That You Need Me
Chapter 99 Can I Not Feel Guilty For Loving Him?
Chapter 100 I Was Just One of His Conquests?
Chapter 101 I Misunderstood His Words?
Chapter 102 Did He Have Traumas Like Me?
Chapter 103 What Did I Do Wrong?
Chapter 104 He Was The One Breaking Me
Chapter 105 Busy, Bored, Lonely
Chapter 106 I'm Not Like You
Chapter 107 How Could He?
Chapter 108 Me? I'm Doing Cole
Chapter 109 I Hated Damian
Chapter 110 A Familiar Singing Voice
Chapter 111 He Broke Me More Than Ever
Chapter 112 He Was Delirious
Chapter 113 I'm Real..
Chapter 114 Do You Hate Me That Much?
Chapter 115 Mine!
Chapter 116 Girlfriend And Boyfriend
Chapter 117 Thoughtful
Chapter 118 I'm A Mistress?
Chapter 119 Damian's One And Only
Chapter 120 Rai?
Chapter 121 Lollipop
Chapter 122 An Attractive Group of Men
Chapter 123 Knight In Shining Armor
Chapter 124 Max or Rai?
Chapter 125 A Different Kind of Dance
Chapter 126 Husband?
Chapter 127 I Can't Afford You
Chapter 128 Negotiation
Chapter 129 Interrogation
Chapter 130 Fear For My Safety
Chapter 131 Concepts
Chapter 132 The Reason Behind My Reputation
Chapter 133 A Promise Ring
Chapter 134 Ridiculously Handsome
Chapter 135 Losing Control, Again!
Chapter 136 Clarissa
Chapter 137 Social Media
Chapter 138 A Selfish Request
Chapter 139 Hurting
Chapter 140 My Stupidity
Chapter 141 Mr. Damian (Down Payment)
Chapter 142 Mr. Damian (Hungry Beast)
Chapter 143 Mr. Damian (Cute)
Chapter 144 My Demon
Chapter 145 I Would Fight My Own Battle
Chapter 146 Not Feeling Well?
Chapter 147 I Couldn't be.. Pregnant..
Chapter 148 He Lied..
Chapter 149 Not Done Talking..
Chapter 150 Cruel
Chapter 151 Kidnapped (Part I)
Chapter 152 Kidnapped (Part II)
Chapter 153 Kidnapped (Part III)
Chapter 154 Safe
Chapter 155 Begging For Forgiveness
Chapter 156 One Month In The Hospital
Chapter 157 Overthinking
Chapter 158 Only Time Would Tell
Chapter 159 Just Until Then..
Chapter 160 I Can Cook!
Chapter 161 Get Away From Me!
Chapter 162 Rai.. Am I Dead?
Chapter 163 Why Are You Here With Me, Princess?
Chapter 164 What Happened Last Night?
Chapter 165 Videos of Them..
Chapter 166 We Need to Talk..
Chapter 167 Pouring Out My Feelings
Chapter 168 His Promises
Chapter 169 Let It Go
Chapter 170 A Bizarre Question
Chapter 171 Why Me..
Chapter 172 Let's be Honest With Each other
Chapter 173 It Was The Knife Man!
Chapter 174 What If..
Chapter 175 He Knew Me Better Than I Knew Myself
Chapter 176 What The Heck Just Happened?
Chapter 177 I'm Naive?
Chapter 178 Luna - My Little Savior
Chapter 179 Sweet Words
Chapter 180 I Want to Touch You
Chapter 181 I See You..
Chapter 182 I Need You In my Ass
Chapter 183 Replacing Pain With A Hard Fuck
Chapter 184 Do You Trust Me?
Chapter 185 His Demon
Chapter 186 I'll Be His Strength
Chapter 187 His First Friend
Chapter 188 His Sun
Chapter 189 He And Rai
Chapter 190 Rai, Me and Him
Chapter 191 My Questions, His Answers
Chapter 192 Replacing HIs Demon
Chapter 193 He Was So Brave
Chapter 194 Are You Leaving Me?
Chapter 195 A Life Without Him
Chapter 196 It's Been Six Months..
Chapter 197 He's Also Here..
Chapter 198 What Is He Doing Here?
Chapter 199 Humiliation
Chapter 200 Have We Met Before?
Chapter 201 Memory Loss?
Chapter 202 Deja Vu (I)
Chapter 203 Deja Vu (II)
Chapter 204 I Remember Him..
Chapter 205 Drugged
Chapter 206 Depression
Chapter 207 Helping Him
Chapter 208 He's Okay
Chapter 209 Taunt
Chapter 210 He Was Afraid
Chapter 211 Jeremiah
Chapter 212 I Betrayed Him
Chapter 213 He Hated me
Chapter 214 Blaming Rai
Chapter 215 I'm Sorry
Chapter 216 Evidence Against Jeremiah
Chapter 217 Releasing My Anger
Chapter 218 Punishment
Chapter 219 Marry Me
Chapter 220 I Do
Chapter 221 Choose Your Poison
Chapter 222 A Delightful Surprise
Chapter 223 Magical Wedding Reception
Chapter 224 One Happy Family
Chapter 225 Time To Take Care of Your Husband
Chapter 226 My Always, My Forever
Chapter 227 Epilogue
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Chapter 68 He Loved Me That Much?
The funeral was held on the next day. It was simple. It was beautiful. I didn’t even cry anymore. I felt as though I have no more tears. I just felt numb, empty.
When the funeral was done, I didn't say goodbye to Rai. I still couldn’t say goodbye. I didn't want to. So I left with Damian without say...