CHAPTER 3 Kiss Me!
Emma's POV
"Kiss me!" Now it's my turn to command.
Our lips meet with force and I part mine to welcome his tongue into a deep kiss of such longing it takes my breath away. We breathe hard for a moment and then all control leaves. I hear the sound of buttons popping as he rips through my clothes. I pull at his shirt in frustration. I want to see him. I need to see him. All of him.
He pushes down the seat as far as it will go and we end up horizontal and naked, hot flesh against hot flesh. I melt beneath him. I can't wait. I need him inside me. As he parts my legs with his and his hand glides beneath my thighs I let out a mixed sigh of relief and pleasure. I wrap my legs possessively around him. He starts slowly, seeming to savor the feel of me. When he enters his large cock fills me. He shakes with the effort of holding himself back. The very air seems to crackle between us. As he moves in and out, slowly going deep and then pulling out, I quiver with the need for him to fill me again. Finally, he thrusts deep. Hard, fast deep thrusts that reach the core of me. I savor every inch of him. He is kissing my neck as he moves inside me. The dual sensation of his lips on my neck and his cock deep inside me awakens a fire inside me.
He moves faster and my hips match his deep thrusts. I wrap my hands around his neck, trying not to dig my nails in as waves of pleasure pulse through my body. I shake hard, experiencing the most physical and mind numbing wave of orgasm I've ever felt. He starts to groan, and the sound of his pleasure increases in time to the wave of my own orgasm. As he continued, lengthening his own pleasure, a second wave of orgasms hit me. We finish together, such a violent and beautiful ending. When he collapses on top of me I wrap my arms tightly around him, never wanting him to leave. He stares deep into my eyes as if trying to look into my soul.
A loud beeping cuts through the moment. He withdraws from me, sitting up to yank the car door open. Outside he curtly answers his phone. He turns to cast a brief, unreadable gaze in my direction, and then, without another word as if nothing has happened, he hurries away.
He left me lying on the reclined seat of my car. I'd never felt more naked or more alone. The look he gave me before he left made me shudder. The almost fiery intensity I'd seen was wiped from his features leaving behind pure coldness. I shiver even though it's a warm night.
I'd given myself to this stranger. I'd opened not only my body, but it felt like my soul to him, and left me there. He left me there like I was nothing.
I've been sitting frozen in dazed disbelief. It's taken a long time for my heartbeat to calm down. My skin still tingles from the feel of his rough hands. I look down at myself. The top two buttons of my dress are undone, exposing the tops of my breasts. I hastily button up and smooth out my crumpled dress. My lipstick is smeared but I try to fix it as best I can. I wipe away some of the mascara that's smudged. Once I'm presentable, I start the car and begin to drive away. I've only gone a few feet down the road before something thuds into the front of my car. I slam my foot on the brakes.
Through the bright headlights, I can make out my father and half a dozen high ranking pack members blocking my path. Part of me wants to just drive through them. It would serve them right for forcing me into a mating I don't want. But don't. I let my father's beta yank the door open and pull me out of the car. Another pack member takes my place in the car, probably planning to drive it too far away for me to be able to make another escape.
"We could always shift into wolf form," Lexi whispers in my mind and I can't help grinning.
"What do you think you're smiling at?" my dad growls, literally, showing the impressive length of his fangs.
"Nothing da...ahhh...alpha." Lexi giggles in my mind. There is still time for me to transform into wolf form and slip away into the night.
"Don't you even think of escaping? You are going to the Choosing Party." He states each word slowly, punctuating this by tapping his finger hard on my chest. I try to squirm away from him but he grasps my face hard in his hand. "Get back inside."
He removes his hand from my face and turns to walk away.
"No."
He spins, "What did you say? Did you dare say no to your alpha?"
"I'm not going back inside. I'm not getting married to someone who isn't my mate. You of all people should know how that works out!"
He raises a hand as if to slap me for daring to mention his mistake. He squints, his hand frozen in the air. "Speaking of my mistake, your mother, you wouldn't want me to take out my disappointment in you on her would you?"
"What do you mean? My mother? Haven't you done enough to her already?"
He laughs and a few of the pack members nervously join in. "Do you think she couldn't suffer more? What do you think would happen if I let Lisa do whatever she wants to her?"
My eyes widen in confusion. His mate was beyond cruel to her mother. Could it really be possible that she'd been holding back?
My dad nods. "Your mother wouldn't survive long if I let my mate have her way."
"You'd let her kill my mother?"
He shrugs. "Your mother's survival is in your hands."
My mother had suffered so much already. My birth drained her so badly that she never recovered. She was sickly and weak all because of me. I couldn't let anything else happen to her.
"Coming?" he says cheerfully, holding out his arm.