Chapter 3 Adam
When I head out here to find my soul mate I didn’t think I would find her so quickly. She is so innocent and beautiful. Her big brown eyes I could just melt into them. I never thought to be a vampire I could feel this way about someone. She doesn’t see how pretty she is and she feels something for me but she is fighting it, but why. I will just take it slow with her for a while to get her to trust me and then I will let her know that I am a vampire and all that I am. I hope that she will not turn away from me and except me for what I am. I won’t let anyone hurt her nor will I ever let the hunter find her.
I didn’t want to tell her I knew the house I bought was the one right behind hers. I could smell her essences were around the entire place. On top of I followed her home the other night so I could be close to her. I went to her bedroom window to watch her sleep and noticed that she was dreaming and that she called out my name. She was dreaming of me I couldn’t believe it. Now I know that she is dreaming of me. She has to be my soul mate. Need to find out if the dream was good or was she scared of me. How can I find out what she was dreaming about? I want to know what she thinks about me and I know she has drawn just by that kiss we shared. Somehow I will get here to love me. Need her to love me, to be with me.
There are things I need to figure out first before she finds out too much about me. I need to figure out if the hunter knows where I am and if he knows about Kenzie. I need to make sure she is safe and that hunter can’t get to her. I know they would use her to get. Then who knows what they would do her if they figure it out she carries the virus of becoming a vampire once she has sex with a vampire. That’s all it will take to awake her vampire inside of her. How can I tell her she is really a vampire carrier and she could become a vampire if she is not careful? I want to tell her everything but how I don’t want to push her away. I feel this overwhelming need to protect her. What do I do if the hunter comes for her?
After being a vampire for over two hundred years and being alone and find out I have someone out there that could be mine. Not sure I want this life for her but now you can’t live without her. Not sure what I can do about my problem. Could I be her friend and protect her and watch her die of old age later on? I don’t think I could go through that and let her go. It is already too hard being away from her now. I need time to get her to trust me and for me to see what I need to do next. I know she will have questions; I hope I will be the one to answer those questions before the hunter. I need to rest till morning so I can see her and take care of the rest of my stuff so I can always be close to her. Morning came to damn soon; it feels like I lay down.
I finished the paperwork in my house and I can move in and get things ready. I will try to get her to help me when she can and I will redo the house to suit my needs. There are still things I have to do and electronics I need to get set up throughout the house and grounds. Even now I was a born vampire I still have to make sure I take things care of even from the hunters. I will never know right away when the hunter will show up and want to fight or when he could try to take Kenzie from me. I will need to be ready because I know they will find me soon enough. I will make sure I protect her. I will need to make a list of everything I will need. Then I will have to find the places that have everything I need. I also need to stop daydreaming of Kenzie so I can get things done.
When I see her I knew it was her from my dream when I first walked in the café. I will get her to come over for dinner when I get the house all set up. I will find out everything about her and what it will take to make her mind. I will find out what it will take to make her safe. She already has my heart even now I met her. How could that be? I don’t understand how she could have my heart when I didn’t even think I had one, to begin with. I see myself as a monster and didn’t think I could ever find love but I have. I will show her she belongs and that I am a monster I know that she will think I am. First the house then friendship with her and keeping her safe, finally I will get her to love me. That is the plan for now as long as nothing goes wrong. I need to contact take my brothers and let them know that I have found her but she doesn’t know who I am yet. Let them know I have a house and will get it ready so they can join me here as soon as I set everything in place. I will also need to find out if they know where the hunter is. I have to make sure they have not found me and my soon to be mate.
I need to go to the café so I can see her again. I need to find out what she will work all week so I can work around her to make sure she is safe. Then try to get more involved in her work and life. I have to be around here it is so hard not to be around here I can feel the pull she has on me and I don’t understand it. I wonder if she is feeling the loss as I am right now. Well, I am getting hungry so I will go to the café and get food then have blood shipped to the house so I won’t have to find a donor for my blood right now. I am just glad I have enough to last for a while so I don’t have to go looking for blood right now. Kenzie blood is calling now but I know I have to wait till I have her willing to come and will be mine forever. Well, I am off to the café for food and to see my beloved Kenzie.