Memento's
Packing up my old room was emotional, there was items of mine that when I touch I have a moment of what it ment to me. I wish I could go back in time and fix everything from happening. My life here was so different from the outside world and everything about that was perfect. Digging in the closet I find a box I sit on the bed rummaging through the box and come across a book. I open it and inside it says, “To My Beautiful Filia FAMILY FOREVER” my eyes tear up as I flip through the pages of pictures of me as a baby and a bunch of other people as well then one picture stood out me and a little boy both have the silver streak in our hair. Under the picture it says “Best friends Forever” I take the picture out and put it in my pocket. I place the book in the keep pile and as I stand up in walks Stark. “Put me to work what can I do to help,” he smiles. All shyly I responded, “the bed and I have a second dresser coming up so I need to start rearranging everything. Oh and that’s the toss pile so ha pleaseee.” Batting my eyes he laughs and nods. As everyone’s helping clean the room out I grab the paint I had them run to town to get. I start taping off the edges and the ceiling when I slip off the latter and almost fall when Starks strong arms catch me. “Whoa there I got you.” We look into each other’s eyes ughh I could get lost in his. Someone clears there’re throat and he set’s me down explaining, “Sorry Sir your daughter almost fell.” “You are ok Stark I was just coming to see if everything was out and seems so. I’ll let you guys start painting, have fun but not too much ha,” he expresses. We look at each other as he leaves and bust out laughing. He pulls the cans close to both of us and asks, “So what made you choose these colors anything specific?” thinking before I respond, “Actually they have been a constant choice of colors for me since I can remember. Silver and black there warm to me some people say oh there dark to dark you’re a girl but in reality they feel warm to me and welcoming.” He looks at me with a flicker of shock but it disappears just as fast as it appeared. We paint in silence but not that award kind it was peaceful. The room is looking amazing so far but then as im looking around something hits me in the cheek wet and cold. I squealed out realizing it was paint, “oh no you didn’t haha I chanced after him with my brush and get him in the face and I knew that was a big mistake because then he drops his brush and comes at me fast I scream while laughing as he picks me up from behind I couldn’t get out of his grasp. “NO hahaha you win you win I surrender.” As we lay on the ground laughing I couldn’t help but watch how he was looking at me. I then sit up and was like, “I have something for you.” He seemed surprised but waits as I reached into my pocket and hand him the picture of both of us. He takes it in his hands and smiles as he looks at at it, “this picture helped me remember something. I remember the day we took this we made a pack that no what happened we would always find each other.” The overwhelming look he showed as he looked at me and then the picture made my heart tighten but in a good way. “I thought that this picture was gone I looked everywhere after you were taken… I could never find it this is my favorite picture of us. One of my favorite memories I have with you,” he says as he keeps his head down. “Why don’t we go wash up and then come back and finish haha I am sticky everywhere.” We walk outside to the hose by the house I see my mom and smile and wave as she sees us she was waving back. Stark takes the hose and starts spraying me yikes it was chilly but felt good. He helps get it off my back and my heart started racing at his touch I shivered calm down before he can sense it I say to myself. I take over this time facing him helping him staring intensely into each other’s eyes I said, “that was fun wasn’t it haha I definitely didn’t expect that you won this time.” I whisper and his head snaps up he then knew it was war that was part of our pack rule him and I made our friendship might just be what helps with my memories. There was no denying our connection and I don’t know if he felt it the my attraction to him was strong as well. I hope he couldn’t feel that to embarrassing to admit. I’ve waited not a lot of girls care they just get the sex thing over with not me I wanted it to be special and well I haven’t really been with anyone guys these days were jerks only wanted sex after the first date that’s not me does no one have morals these days? But now that I see where I come from that explains everything more I was raised before I was taken a certain way and that stuck with me no matter what damage happened I never truly lost myself I know I’ll pull through these challenges that are ahead of me. We finished cleaning up and we go back to painting. The room was coming out perfect just how I thought it would, the sun would hit the walls and make it feel as there was gold shimmering from the silver. I looked at Stark, “Hey so can I ask our hair how did that happen? Were not related so I was just wondering I love it but just was always curious.” He takes a second before answering and the does, “when there is prophecies there usually is a sign and the sign for our packs Prophecies was the silver in our hair. You and I long before we was born was said a prophecy to be betrothed and to take our enemies down as a powerful Alpha and a born Luna. Which no pack in centuries has had a true born Luna which makes sense why someone kidnapped you from us. I didn’t know what do say at this point but I knew I needed space.