Chapter 5
《 Xander 》
It's been five years since she left me without a single word.
Since then, I have lost my old self.
I have become a raging ball, and a ticking bomb will blast at any time.
I can't control my anger.
I lost control over myself and my powers, and people fear me.
She ruined me beyond repair!
She shattered my heart, burned my soul, and made me a shallow person.
I hate her.
I fucking hate her!
I still remember her taste, her smell, and how she felt around my dick. I fucking kept the bed sheets unwashed to remind me how she smelled.
I wanted to find her and kill her for what she did to me, but deep down, I knew I couldn't. I still miss her; my soul longed for her.
I told my family about Gina being my mate, and they were relieved that she had left.
That day I lost control and attacked my dad, and I was close to snapping his neck for calling my mate a lowly, filthy human and unworthy of me, so he threatened me to take over the throne if I didn't get a grip on myself and check my mental state.
They arranged my engagement to a nearby pack, the midnight pack alpha's daughter. Jessica Richard, as a chosen mate
She's beautiful, with alpha blood; she's sexy and well-mannered, but I can't get myself to mate with her, mark her, and make her my Luna and queen when I'm still bonded to Gina.
She fucking ruined me for another woman. I need to find her and reject her for good, so I can take Jessica as my chosen mate.
I need to move on from her.
"I don't want that dumb Jessica; I want my sweet mate."
"Bring me back, my mate."
"She left us, you mutt; she doesn't want us. She left us for five fucking years, so shut up”
He whimpered in pain.
I know he's hurting for his mate; I am hurting too, but I won't take her back, that lowlife human garbage.
I'll make her pay for what she's done.
《 Gina 》
My grandfather, Jared, has come back from his business trip, and now we are all gathered around the lunch table.
"Mommy, why me, Kilyan and Angie don't have a father?"
I choked on my food.
"Why, baby, are you asking this question?"
"Because all the kids have fathers in the daycare, their dads come to pick them up every day."
"Rosie and Natalie said that we don't have a dad”
"He left because he didn't love us."
"Of course not; that is not true; your daddy loves you very much but he's far away from us because he's a businessman,he has a large company to run,he has a lot of work to do; that's why he left."
"But we want to meet him, Mommy, please."
"Sure baby, you will, but now it's your nap time; go wash your hands, brush your teeth and go to your beds."
"Okay, Mommy, we love you. They kissed me and left.
I sighed and shook my head.
"What am I going to do, grandpa?"
"You know that they will ask for him when they grow up eventually"
"I know, but I don't think I am ready for that, and I'm afraid of his reaction."
I have hidden them from him for five years; what if he decides to take them from me?
I will die without my kids.
"Don't forget you have me now, and you're not the same girl you were when you left.
You're the Lycan princess and the future queen, and by the way, I am thinking about retirement and handing the throne to you; I am old now."
"Oh, come on, grandpa, you still got it. Look at you. You look hot for being 50 years old. I winked.
"I hope the moon goddess blesses you with a second chance, mate."
"No, I want you to take your right birth, and for the past 5 years you have proved how you're worthy of the throne and the people like you."
"Thank you, Grandpa, for your trust."
I love you so much," she said, hugging him tight.
"And I love you too," my sweet princess.
I know deep down that I will eventually have to face him; I can't run from him forever.
《 Jared 》
Today is my baby's coronation day; in a few hours, she will be the queen of Lycan.
She's beautiful, smart, strong, and powerful; she's a great mother to her children; she's down-to-earth and kind-hearted.
I feel sorry that I missed her growing up. I thought the rogue kidnapped her and killed her. She was left alone at a young age to suffer. All I want to do is go back and rip off the hearts of the ones who hurt her.
The day I saw her at the coffee shop, I knew deep down in my heart that she was my grandchild; she's a carbon copy of my daughter Sarah, so I followed my instinct and got a background check, and then I found out that she had been orphaned and adapted by the werewolf royal beta, and she's been mistreated.
When she got fired from her job, I took it as a chance to get closer to her and to her babies.Now that it's been 5 years since she's moved in with me, I've never been happier since my mate and daughter died.
I love her so much, as do my great-grandchildren; they are my sunshine. I will do anything for them. They want their daddy, so I will bring him here to meet him and get to know everything about him. Even Gina will be mad at me, but they need their dad's love. It's not fair to the children and him, even though he deserved it for what he did to my baby girl.
I invited him and his family today to Gina's coronation. I want to see the shock in their eyes and how the girl they mistreated became the queen of lycans, and she's not a lowly, weak human.
She's a gorgeous woman, strong, fearless, and smart. She's not only fit for the queen position and in the business world; in the past five years, she has built a very successful software development company in the human world. I am so proud of her.
《 Gina 》
I am in my room with my hairdresser, makeup artist, and stylist, and I am ready for my coronation.
I looked at myself in the mirror, and I was in awe of myself. I am dressed in a seductive red ball gown with a sweetheart sleeveless tulle floor length, a seductive open back, long red gloves, very well matched with princess glitter heels, my hair styled in a high hair bun, and a diamond necklace.
A knock on the door cuts my thoughts.
"come in". It was my grandfather with my babies, Kilyan and Onyx, wearing a tuxedo, and my princess is matching my red dress; she looks cute.
"Oh, look at how handsome my boys are and how beautiful my princess is."
Grandpa wore his formal king attire; he looks handsome.
"You look gorgeous, sweetie," he said, kissing my temple.
"Thank you, Grandpa Jerry."
"Let's go; everyone is waiting for you at the ballroom."
We went down the stairs, and my heart was beating fast. I took a big, long breath and stepped forward, with my kids and grandpa walking behind.
All the crowd that was gathered was staring at me, watching my steps.
All the leaders of the mystical world are here: the vampire king, the dragon king, the fairy king, the wizard king, and the bear king, and the last person I want to see is in front of me: Xander, who is watching me with a shocked expression.
My grandpa betrayed me and invited him without my knowledge.
He looks so hot in his black tux; he looks more mature and big, all mature, and beside him is a clingy redheaded girl, and I felt a bang of jealousy seeing him with another woman.
All I want is to rip her hand from him and claim my rights on him.
My Lycan Calli is growling. In my mind, I wanted to rip the girl's head off for touching her mate.
I watched him look at the kids and absorb them.
Fuck! I forgot about the kids. Would he recognize them as his own?