91. Starting Over for Forever
I step outside the vehicle where I spent the day hiding in solitary reflection and just pace around the parking garage a little, until Gracen and Leah come down in black-tie attire, leading little Ben along with them. Ben drops his dad’s hand and sprints right up the second he sees me, throwing his...
Chapters
1. Prologue: Present Day Mind Games Lead to An Inappropriate Babysitting Experience
2. 1. Our First Meeting, Thirty years Prior
3. 2. You Ruined my Entire Relationship. I just Didn't Realize it Yet.
4. 3. Stuck in a Love Triangle with a Girl and an Abusive Asshole... I Guess Some Patterns Repeat
5. 4. Second Base and Risque Dreams of... You know who. Not Heather.
6. 5. I'm Still Jail-Bait at this Point, but Luc Doesn't Know that
7. 6. 'The Big 18'. There's Only One Place I Want to Spend it.
8. 7. I Didn't Realize they Were Vampires, but I could Sure as Shit Tell He Wanted to Put his Mouth on Me
9. 8. Dinner with My Girlfriend's Dad Gets Interrupted by Another Man
10. 9. The First Time Heather Cheated on Me
11. 10. An Uninvited "Appraisal of the Goods"
12. 11. Present Day Tensions Ruin a Perfectly Good Foot Massage
13. 12. My First Time in Your Bed
14. 13. There’s Nothing Wrong with Liking Cock. You’re Just Damned, or so My Mother Thinks
15. 14. Making Up and Making Shit Up to Cover with my Parents
16. 15. A Crush or an Obsession?
17. 16. A More than Fair Trade
18. 17. Just A Little Taste, and Some Revelations of Infidelity
19. 18. Some Sound Advice and Some Timid Decision Making
20. 19. The Continued Mind Games of Seduction
21. 20. I Finally Find My Backbone and Get Rewarded with a Dance Lesson
22. 21. The Curtain Closes on My First and Last Real Straight Relationship
23. 22. The Sex in the Present... Are We Still Making Love, or Are We Hate Fucking?
24. 23. Promises Broken and Confessions Unrequited
25. 24. Two Regular Assholes Bring Down a Storm of Traumatic Violence
26. 25. Repent My Sins? Or Continue the Downward Spiral into Complicit Crime and Deviancy
27. 26. Angel and the Demon with a Record in Organized Crime
28. 27. A Proper Dessert for those Perfect, Thirsty Lips
29. 28. Everyone in that Club Already Knew I Belonged to You Completely, But My Parents Sure Didn't, not Until that Night
30. 29. Disowned by My Disgusted Parents When the Lies Finally Stop
31. 30. To Be a Real Blood Servant, I Have to Pass the "Audition"
32. 31. To "Exploit Every Inch of this Quivering Flesh"
33. 32. The Most Pleasurable Experience of My Young Life Isn't Even the Main Event
34. 33. An Awkward Welcome Ends in Gifts and Special Treatment
35. 34. The Evening Turns to a Messy Disaster
36. 35. Most Praels are Exhibitionists
37. 36. My First Time Getting Worked Over with Sex Toys
38. 37. The Ignorant Slave Gets a Full Body Detailing
39. 38. Another Man Confesses his Urge to Pin Me Down, and I Hear Rumor about 'The Sire of all Sires'.
40. 39. Going All the Way Starts with Surprises and Strip Sessions
41. 40. You’ve Got to Give Head to Get Ahead with Someone Like Luc, but at Least He Gifts the Favor First
42. 41. My First Fellatio. I Was 'Good', But I Need to Be More to You, Luc
43. 42. The Current Night with Your Immortal Sex Doll
44. 43. A Dog on a Tight Leash, Not a True Life Partner
45. 44. Like a Lamb to the Slaughter
46. 45. I Finally Figure Out This is an Orgy
47. 46. Sickening Revelations Add Pressure to My Inescapable 'Audition'
48. 47. The Point of No Return
49. 48. It's Show Time. Luc's not Coming, but an Uninvited Visitor Makes an Upsetting Surprise Appearance
50. 49. They're Out for Way More than Just My Blood, and it's too Late to Break Free
51. 50. There’s No Future for This Love Triangle. Luc Made Damn Sure of it.
52. 51. I'm in No Shape to Be Fucking, But I'll Do Whatever it Takes to Keep You Here, Luc
53. 52. There's Little Fun to Be Had with a Masochist. They Always Take Things Way Too Far
54. 53. Desperate Times Call for Desperate Measures
55. 54. Walking Into Hell
56. 55. Bled Dry
57. 56. My Savior turns Destroyer in One Act
58. 57. Luc’s Current Cruel Game is the Last Fucking Straw
59. 58. If You Love Something, Set it Free, Even if it Means Leaving it Homeless on the Street
60. 59. Life Goes on, but I Can Never Move on
61. 60. A Failed First Date Drives me Right Back to You
62. 61. I Want a True Partner and an Actual Date
63. 62. Family Secrets
64. 63. Another First Date Starts on Rocky Ground. Still, I Sincerely Missed This Ass
65. 64. The Old Addiction Flares Up After Talk of Traumas
66. 65. Anything But Average
67. 66. The Beginning of a Fatal Relapse
68. 67. Back in the Coven is just the Start of the Backslide
69. 68. Boundaries Crossed, Until the Idea of Distance Makes Luc Desperate
70. 69. An Unwilling Transformation
71. 70. Present Day Endpoints
72. 71. Fallout
73. 72. When First I Fell For Jules
74. 73. Roman
75. 74. Michael
76. 75. The Night You Died
77. 76. I Can Manipulate Like No One Else, but It Was All For You, Julian.
78. 77. The Wonderful New Status Quo is About to Turn Hellish
79. 78. My Sire Returns, Seeking His Pound of Flesh
80. 79. The Worst Night of My Immortal Life
81. 80. The Dreadful Orders of Master and Submissive
82. 81. An Exile on the Prowl
83. 82. Becoming a True Demon
84. 83. The Night I Killed My Parents
85. 84. Vampires are Demons to be Hunted
86. 85. Back to the Mess of the Present
87. 86. In the Serpents' Den
88. 87. Our Love Story is Doomed for Tragic Endings
89. 88. A Finally Earnest Goodbye
90. 89. An Entirely Impossible Request
91. 90. Love is Complicated
92. 91. Starting Over for Forever
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