My stupid, fucking brain.
Dela
I let out a groan and force my eyes open. What time is it? I grab my phone. Eight thirty. Great. I have already missed my first class. Maybe I can still get to the second one? My college is not exactly close, so I need to move now.
Still feeling a little out of it, I get out of bed and rub my e...
Chapters
1. All men terrify me
2. My roommates were going to completely lose it when they saw this.
3. Meaningless kiss
4. Why does this girl make me act like such an idiot?
5. Kissing Damien, pretending to date him… what could possibly go wrong?
6. Damien! It is embarrassing! Do not read it!"
7. Like you are disappointed in me
8. What the hell was so funny?
9. That shy boy is gone. He has turned into a man
10. How could I not react this way?
11. Oh no. Is Paul walking into trouble?
12. Why are you making this so dramatic?
13. Why the hell does Elise care so much about whether Julian lives with me?
14. The pressure is unbearable.
15. My body clenches at the sight alone.
16. Why are you in my bed?
17. I thought you two were a couple
18. Does that make me a terrible person?
19. I wonder if Damien will see me that way too.
20. Do these two have a past?
21. S-stay the night?
22. Maybe I should just apologize for earlier and keep my feelings to myself tonight
23. What do you want to do after college?
24. People better watch out. I think Elise is turning into a gangster
25. ....my pulse only grew faster.
26. I am nothing like my mom
27. Are you on your period?
28. My girlfriend is very pretty.
29. What am I supposed to do?
30. What if I refuse to break up with him?
31. I am pregnant
32. Why would I ever say no to that?
33. Look at you. Corrupting your own innocence
34. I try to keep my face straight, but my lips twitch ...
35. .... you sound like my grandmother
36. I wanted to wish you luck with a kiss
37. I have a few ways to help jog your memory
38. That infuriating man!
39. Call an ambulance
40. I only want our boys to make it.
41. Let’s see what you brought inside. I am curious
42. I am glad you are coming out
43. I am furious
44. My muscles tighten around him
45. Ripped-player-pants.
46. Money is not a problem
47. You are thinking a guy my age, with no experience, cannot stay faithful
48. I am so afraid. Please, let me see her one more time.
49. Did you have another nightmare?
50. I do not apologise when I say that they deserve to rot.
51. I miss his touch
52. I undress
53. I cannot wait.
54. Out of my room!
55. Are you lonely?
56. Just one friend? That is honest of her
57. I bite my lip hard
58. Ouch. Do not tell me that
59. Maybe we could go on a date?
60. How can I ever make him love me back?
61. I am losing it
62. .... do I need to carry you again?
63. I want to take care of them
64. I cannot believe how much I want him.
65. I know exactly what this is leading to.
66. What exactly are we now?
67. Will I ever truly be ready?
68. What do you need me to do, boss?
69. The ball is entirely in her court.
70. You are so light
71. You are so tight...
72. I had no idea Adrian was moving away…
73. I will remember this, Paulina…
74. I am not sure why, but I hope it is not a big deal.
75. I do not trust her for a single second.
76. He kisses me for what feels like the billionth time
77. I am sorry for not remembering you
78. This whole thing is so weird, but I am enjoying myself.
79. I am treating you as if you are my wife
80. Have you had many other patients like me?
81. What is wrong with me?
82. Was I having an affair with Lars before the accident?
83. I only had sex with Pearl to make you jealous…
84. He wanted me to beg him to come back? That was his excuse for betraying me?
85. For the first time, my heart is completely open
86. Is everything all right?
87. And seeing you naked? I am more than okay, buddy.
88. Fucking memory loss
89. A man who stalks Anna and tries to attack her is not a man at all
90. Get your ass off me, you dick!
91. Do you really understand what I am telling you?
92. I moan and shake
93. My heart is beating hard
94. My head is full of Anna.
95. You really need to see a doctor about that. It is not normal!
96. Is that why you screamed?
97. I can tell he feels the same way
98. Did his mother not expect me to come?
99. It is not too late to join
100. With pleasure
101. Did he hurt you?
102. Do not stop kissing me...
103. He is perfect!
104. Am I really pregnant?
105. How am I ever supposed to look him in the eye after this?
106. My stupid, fucking brain.
107. Did Lionel really ask her to marry him?
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