I’M NOT READY FOR THIS
Before going to bed last night, I had collected the supplies, loaded them in the carriage, and pulled the horse toward the backyard. By 4 a.m., I was out of the house, but on my way, I tripped, and then the horse jumped. The horse screamed, and I remember tumbling over.
I slowly opened my eyes a...
Chapters
1. IT HURTS
2. HAPPY ENDINGS WEREN'T MEANT FOR ME
3. I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS
4. A CHANCE OF HOPE
5. NEW BEGINNINGS
6. A BETTER TOMORROW
7. WHAT CHOICE DO I HAVE 
8. 1.2 MILLION DOLLARS
9. YOU'RE IN OR OUT?
10. LET'S KEEP IT PROFESSIONAL
11. I WILL COME BACK FOR YOU
12. HAUNTING MEMORIES
13. POLISHED PRISON
14. HORMONES
15. JUST A JOB
16. THE MAJESTIC LIBRARY
17. SURROGATES WITH SOB STORIES
18. PINKY SWEAR
19. I USED TO BE AFRAID TOO
20. THE GOSSIP CORNER
21. SHE'S SURVIVING
22. YOU GOT TIRED OF LOCKING ME UP?
23. GO TO HELL!
24. HE HATES ME
25. HATCHING A PLAN
26. A CALL TO BOND
27. A TRAITOR
28. A CON WOMAN
29. SURROGATE OR SEDUCTRESS
30. THE STORM IS OVER
31. A SMEAR CAMPAIGN
32. THE FORGOTTEN DAY
33. I WAS TAKEN!
34. A LONER
35. THE PROMISE
36. AFTER THE KISS
37. A SHOCKING REVELATION
38. ANK AND FERDINAND
39. JUST ONE GAME!
40. A FIRE IN YOUR EYES
41. A TREATH?
42. I DON'T DO RELATIONSHIPS!
43. THE FIRST DANCE
44. AN EXCLUSIVE STORY
45. MEET THE BABY
46. SHOT DAY
47. THE LAKE HOUSE
48. FOR THE SAKE OF THE BABY
49. THE NIGHT OF THE RAID
50. AN INVESTIGATION
51. FALLING FOR HIM
52. A DAY OUT
53. THE HANDMAIDEN
54. PRENATAL YOGA
55. A MOLE
56. LEMON CAKE
57. HOPE IN ENGLAND
58. MYSTERY WOMAN
59. A THORN IN THE FLESH
60. LET IT BLOOM
61. THE BED HURTS
62. SPILLED COFEE
63. I CAN’T STAND YOU
64. MY DEFENSES CRUMBLED
65. KEEPING MY DISTANCE
66. HEROIN
67. WE’RE EVEN NOW
68. WELL PLAYED
69. OUR ADVANTAGE
70. HUGGING RICHARD
71. 3 DAYS!
72. THE BABY’s FIRST GIFT
73. DEAD OR ALIVE
74. TESTING THE WATERS
75. THE LAKE HOUSE
76. BROWN RICE AND SOUP
77. CRAZY THINGS AT THE LAKE HOUSE
78. A DISCOVERY!
79. ORANGE JUICE
80. SAVING MR. HARRIS
81. ONE GETS BANISHED, ANOTHER GETS A PICNIC
82. GENDER REVEAL
83. MORE THAN ANYTHING
84. A BAD MOOD
85. THE PORTRAIT
86. A GIRL’s FIRST TIME
87. BABY’S FIRST KICK
88. A VISIT
89. MYSTERIOUS PLAN
90. THE BIRTHDAY PARTY
91. THE LADY IN RED.
92. THE HEAD WRAP
93. LOVE BOMBED
94. THE PARTY IS BACK
95. A NIGHT AT THE GREENS.
96. SHE GETS A DRESS
97. BABY SHOWER
98. THE SEARCH DRAWS BACK
99. RECORDS DELETED
100. THE LETTER
101. REAL CRAMPS
102. EAT YOUR CAKE AND HAVE IT
103. A WALK
104. GET OUT
105. SMALL TALKS
106. THE FRIDAY VISITOR
107. A PROMISE TO BREAK
108. JUST A SURROGATE
109. THE BLUE ROOM
110. BAD OMEN
111. THE MAGAZINE SPILLS
112. CALL ME ‘MICHEAL’
113. A CALL FOR MADISON
114. THE NARRATIVE
115. FERDINAND SENDS RESULTS
116. KIDNAPPED
117. HAPPY FAMILY
118. BUYING TIME
119. MERCENARIES
120. MIDNIGHT
121. WHERE IS THE BABY?
122. A STATE OF SHOCK
123. THE LETTER
124. THE WORTHINGTONS WRITE BACK
125. STRIKING RESEMBLANCE
126. DISCHARGED.
127. FAREWELL
128. HOME
129. GLITZ AND GLAMOUR
130. THE WELCOME GALA
131. A WALK
132. THE ROGUE IS BACK
133. PASSAGE RITE
134. OUTCASTS
135. UNSEEN
136. BEST SHOT AT HAPPINESS
137. A VISIT
138. MAKING A MOVE
139. MORE DAYS
140. DARING VISIT
141. REVISITING THE PAST.
142. FUGITIVES
143. THE TREE PHOTO
144. THE DUKE
145. GAME OF COMPATABILITY
146. CURSED LANDS
147. THE ANNOUNCEMENT
148. A HUSBAND
149. DECLARATIONS l
150. MUFFLED MOANS
151. WEDDING BELLS
152. OLD SCARS
153. WEDDINGS AND SCANDALS
154. FOREVER BEGINS TODAY
155. A STEP AHEAD
156. THE ARREST
157. : A TOAST
158. SHE GROWLS
159. LONDON
160. THE WOMAN IN THE BLACK CLOAK
161. A CONCUSSION
162. I’M NOT READY FOR THIS
163. ONE LAST TIME
164. THE BACKYARD
165. CONSEQUENCES
166. ONE WISH
167. A WIN
168. EXPLOSION
169. HIRED MERCENARIES
170. THE NEW ALLY
171. THE BAIT
172. LETTER FROM HOME
173. FRANK DANCE
174. HAPILY EVER AFTER
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