Chapter 5- Austin is Back

Chapter 5

Austin’s POV

“What the fuck! How many years have you been looking, but you still can't show me even her shadow? Are you really working or am I just wasting my time and money on your useless service?”

I closed my eyes at the intensity of the annoyance. I was trying to control my anger, but my blood was boiling.

“Three years! I've been waiting for three years, hoping, but still nothing. Not even news, nothing.”

I tightened my grip on the cellphone. I didn't hear a single answer on the other line, not a single explanation, not even a hollow promise… nothing.

It drives me mad. Curses are all that come out of my mouth. I've used all my connections, I've squandered my wealth, but until now… Faith is like smoke flickering in the distance then suddenly, gone.

“Damn it!” I shouted and slammed my fist on the desk in my office, which created a sound.

This isn't just a business transaction. This isn’t about closure. This is my life. This is the woman I can’t forget. Seven long years. Seven years of unanswered questions. Three years of what ifs of where the hell could she be?

When I returned to the Philippines, I looked for her. But it was as if she deliberately disappeared as if she was running away from something. It was as if I was the one she left hanging. I was the one left, waiting… searching… hoping.

But until when? How much further do I need to go?

Where are you now, Faith? I just ran my hands over my face, trying to wipe away the fatigue, the pain, the weight in my chest. I was in that state when the door of my office opened.

I didn't bother to find out who it was. My breathing was still deep.

“How many fucking times do I have to tell you Eunice, to knock before entering?!” Eunice is my secretary who openly flirts with me, but is useless at work. She has the courage because Mommy put her in the position because she is her godchild and needs a job.

But it wasn't Eunice who entered. It was my friends.

“Bro, you're in a bad mood again. Any good news yet?” Glen asked.

“You're asking Glen? Seriously? The people you gave me are useless. Tell me, who wouldn't get angry if the answer is always 'we're still looking', 'we're still trying'? They can't even see Faith's shadow. Son of a bitch!”

“Bro, calm down. We won't get anything if you're just angry,” Casniel said, trying to pacify me.

“The hell, how can I calm down if I still don't have any news about her? Not even a sign that she's alive, nothing. How? How can I calm down?”

I felt my tears welling up. Damn it. I'm a man, but I feel like I'm going to fall.

“There are only two things, Austin,” Casniel interjected. “Either she doesn't want to show up or there's someone blocking her.”

“Casniel has a point,” Glen added. “But who? And why?”

The weight of the conversation was broken when Hero suddenly laughed in the corner, holding his cellphone.

“What are you laughing at, Hero?” Glen commented.

“There's a teacher live now. It's funny. She's doing a bag raid and then she's selling the contents of her co-teachers' bags. She said she'll sell her friends later too. Because she's beautiful.”

“Are you waiting for the one to be sold or that teacher?” Glen teased.

“If she's single, go get her!” he teased.

“Here, let me show you. She's cute, right? And funny.” Hero proudly showed the video.

“Woo! She's pretty bro. Chubby, but sexy. What's her name?” Glen asked.

“Charie. And back off, she's mine,” Hero replied jokingly as he moved the phone away.

“It looks like we'll have to find two women,” Casniel said, laughing.

“Find Faith first,” I said firmly. “Before I completely lose my mind.”

Everyone was silent. Until Glen broke the silence.

“Austin, what if we find her… but she already has a husband and children? What will you do?”

I looked at them. Without hesitation, I said:

“I will take her. I will take her back. Faith is only mine. No one can own her but me.”

“Damn bro, you're so greedy! You're crazy!” Casniel said, laughing.

I just smiled. Yes, maybe I'm already crazy. But to be honest… If I see her happy, If I see in her eyes that she has a real smile

Even if I'm not the reason for that smile… I can let her go. But until I don't see that… I won't stop. I won't stop… I will look for Faith.

“Oh, here's the one for sale, her beautiful friend.”

We immediately turned to Hero's cellphone. It got all of our attention.

“So here it is, sirs. First come, first served for my friend who is single and beautiful. Just comment in the comment section. 'Mine”

Charie, live, full of laughter and mischief. On the side, you can also see her companions who are almost dying of laughter.

I don't know. I don't understand what I'm doing there. Why I sat down, why I laughed, why I stared. Why I'm wasting time with my crazy friends.

I was about to stand up. I was about to leave until I caught a movement in the video.

A woman. Drinking water from a tumbler. The face is not clear, the shot is only side view, as if deliberately not shown. But that's enough. That's enough for me to feel the pounding in my chest that I've been keeping for a long time.

I suddenly grabbed Hero's cellphone.

“Hey, what's the problem—”

I was silent. Staring. Holding the cellphone as if I was holding my life.

“Are you bored, sirs? She drank, she got tired of practice. Here she is, 'Mine Faith' sirs! For the price of five million pesos!”

Charie was laughing while Faith was covering her face. She was also laughing, shy but she didn't know… She didn't know what effect her every move had on me.

“You're really crazy Charie, end it. Let's go back to school,” Faith said while still live.

And in the comment section, it was like a thunderstorm.

“Mine Faith double the price!”

“Mine Faith! Fifty million pesos I will make her the queen of my life!”

“Mine Faith. No takebacks.”

Everyone was happy. Funny, yes. But for me, this is not a joke. This is not a show. And that's where I exploded.

“Fuck you all, bastards! Faith is mine… mine alone!” I shouted. Angry.

I almost threw Hero's cellphone.

“Hey, bro! Relax, that's my cellphone!” he grabbed it from my hand.

“Hero…” I whispered, quieter but heavier, “You're really a hero, bro. I found her. I fucking found her.”

“Please. Stalk Charie's account. Find out which school they work at.”

The friends' cellphones immediately came out. Like an operation of crazy people. But they were serious, I was serious too.

“Gotcha!” Glen shouted. “One of the elementary schools in Castillejos, Zambales bro! Isn't your cousin the mayor there? What, are we going?”

He was more eager than me. More excited. But me, not yet. Not today.

I went back to my swivel chair. Slowly turned around. I played with the ballpoint pen in my fingers. Smiling. Not of triumph, but of certainty… This is it. This is the beginning.

“No. Not yet. Not today,” I whispered while looking at the ceiling as if I could see the future.

“I have a plan. Fiesta there next week.” I will fix what I need to fix in the company first.