I am losing it
Paulina
A heavy feeling grows in my chest as I walk back and forth across my room, phone pressed to my ear. I have been trying to reach my mother for the past ten minutes. It is time to tell her the truth: I want to leave college.
I already have a plan. If I keep working at The Coffee Bean and swi...
Chapters
1. All men terrify me
2. My roommates were going to completely lose it when they saw this.
3. Meaningless kiss
4. Why does this girl make me act like such an idiot?
5. Kissing Damien, pretending to date him… what could possibly go wrong?
6. Damien! It is embarrassing! Do not read it!"
7. Like you are disappointed in me
8. What the hell was so funny?
9. That shy boy is gone. He has turned into a man
10. How could I not react this way?
11. Oh no. Is Paul walking into trouble?
12. Why are you making this so dramatic?
13. Why the hell does Elise care so much about whether Julian lives with me?
14. The pressure is unbearable.
15. My body clenches at the sight alone.
16. Why are you in my bed?
17. I thought you two were a couple
18. Does that make me a terrible person?
19. I wonder if Damien will see me that way too.
20. Do these two have a past?
21. S-stay the night?
22. Maybe I should just apologize for earlier and keep my feelings to myself tonight
23. What do you want to do after college?
24. People better watch out. I think Elise is turning into a gangster
25. ....my pulse only grew faster.
26. I am nothing like my mom
27. Are you on your period?
28. My girlfriend is very pretty.
29. What am I supposed to do?
30. What if I refuse to break up with him?
31. I am pregnant
32. Why would I ever say no to that?
33. Look at you. Corrupting your own innocence
34. I try to keep my face straight, but my lips twitch ...
35. .... you sound like my grandmother
36. I wanted to wish you luck with a kiss
37. I have a few ways to help jog your memory
38. That infuriating man!
39. Call an ambulance
40. I only want our boys to make it.
41. Let’s see what you brought inside. I am curious
42. I am glad you are coming out
43. I am furious
44. My muscles tighten around him
45. Ripped-player-pants.
46. Money is not a problem
47. You are thinking a guy my age, with no experience, cannot stay faithful
48. I am so afraid. Please, let me see her one more time.
49. Did you have another nightmare?
50. I do not apologise when I say that they deserve to rot.
51. I miss his touch
52. I undress
53. I cannot wait.
54. Out of my room!
55. Are you lonely?
56. Just one friend? That is honest of her
57. I bite my lip hard
58. Ouch. Do not tell me that
59. Maybe we could go on a date?
60. How can I ever make him love me back?
61. I am losing it
62. .... do I need to carry you again?
63. I want to take care of them
64. I cannot believe how much I want him.
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