The Weight of Longing
POV WILLIAM
Longing hurts.
It hurts like a knife buried deep in my chest, as if every second away from Júlia and the kids is a fresh wound—bleeding, never healing.
I close my eyes and see my wife’s smile. I can still remember the scent of her hair, the way she wraps her arms around me, the...
Chapters
1. masquerade ball
2. I've just had sex with my father's best friend.
3. Who is the mystery woman at the ball?
4. Touching yourself thinking about him...
5. Barbecue
6. Damn tattoo
7. Yes, I'm the woman at the ball.
8. Oral sex in the bathroom.
9. Wrong is not doing what you want because you're afraid of what others will think
10. William will take care of you...
11. Sex in the car
12. Jealousy
13. I hate taking orders...
14. Statement.
15. I'm going to punish you.
16. Consultation
17. Time
18. Missing you
19. Mysterious blonde
20. Distant
21. Lies and truths
22. Is he going to be a father?
23. Ballad
24. I'll face the world for you.
25. Sex in the warehouse
26. Was it a mistake?
27. I'm in love
28. I want you tonight...
29. Escaping at night
30. Hospital
31. Your private nurse
32. I'm afraid of losing him
33. I can't stand her.
34. Your daughter seduced me
35. I'm in love with you
36. Let's go to hell together
37. Intense sex
38. I don't want to get married
39. Don't leave me
40. Separated
41. I'm suffering
42. Kiss me.
43. I'm going to fuck you hard
44. Hasty decision
45. My birthday
46. Party
47. Happy birthday, princess.
48. Since when are you fooling everyone?
49. I can't get married!
50. In my cloudy days, you're my sun
51. Can I give you a blowjob?
52. Opening the apartment
53. I want to do so many things with you that a lifetime is still too little.
54. Almost... caught red-handed!
55. I want to meet your boyfriend!
56. Come here, I'll relax you...
57. Will you help me hide the body?
58. Fear…
59. You drive me crazy!
60. Worried about him…
61. Can she stay at your place?
62. She's incredible
63. I never said it would be easy...
64. I will teach you about the human body now
65. Learning about the human body
66. Today I'm going to fuck your ass!
67. Being spoiled
68. Punishment
69. Marked by him
70. Sick?
71. Let me take care of you
72. Call an ambulance now!
73. I'm getting rid of this girl!
74. She is the only woman I've loved in my 40 years.
75. Loss...
76. I lost our baby...
77. Guilt
78. Swallow it all
79. I want to marry you
80. Let's tell my father the truth
81. Why is the door closed?
82. Brian's accident
83. Heart attack
84. Why do the nurses keep staring at you?
85. Letting off steam
86. Every day of my life I will dedicate myself to making you happy
87. Are you jealous?
88. Ice cream parlor
89. Caught red-handed
90. If her father doesn't accept your union, fuck him.
91. Leaving home
92. Home sweet home
93. Accident
94. Everything is falling apart…
95. I'll forget...
96. I still love him...
97. Out of place
98. Dream or memories?
99. Can I kiss you?
100. It's wrong, but it's tasty.
101. I'm going to fuck your delicious mouth hard.
102. Open your mouth!
103. Caught red-handed
104. Setting the record straight
105. Are you sure this is what you want?
106. If he's not mine, he's nobody else's!
107. I took the dna test
108. Suck me, dear. Please.
109. Pregnant?
110. If you're not mine, you won't be anyone else's!
111. Am I going to be a father?
112. Will you marry me?
113. Three?
114. Married at last!
115. Christmas present
116. Let me take care of you.
117. Pregnancy hormone
118. First fight
119. What an unbearable situation.
120. Sorry...
121. Swallow it all
122. Your arm is my favorite place in the world.
123. Am I really so wrong?
124. Someone from the past...
125. And I wasn’t sure I was ready to face everything that lay ahead.
126. Who the hell was this woman and why did she seem so familiar with my husband?
127. Humiliated...
128. Where my wife isn't welcome, I don't go.
129. Fear...
130. Guilt...
131. Where is my husband?
132. I want to see my husband
133. Please, William. Give me a sign that you’re coming back to me.
134. He came back to me.
135. I keep my promises
136. I would give my life for this woman.
137. Come here, my love. Kiss your husband.
138. Make your husband come, make.
139. You look so beautiful cumming in my mouth
140. I'm fascinated by this woman.
141. You’re unbelievable, William. Such a shameless bastard!
142. Don't fucking ask me to be quiet with you naked like that in front of me.
143. Let your husband wash you.
144. “Where do you think you’re going?”
145. Unwanted visit
146. Tired…
147. Back home
148. Best place in the world...
149. Just the two of us...
150. A day of our own
151. Small details...
152. The picnic
153. Irreparable loss
154. I was broken, and I didn't know if I'd ever be able to put myself back together again.
155. Our star baby
156. The last day of the year
157. Happy New Year
158. I want a divorce
159. I'm a terrible wife!
160. I love even your broken pieces, Julia.
161. Just that hug. Just us.
162. Do you want to pick my underwear too?
163. Picking up children from school.
164. Family outing
165. You were a hurricane, Julia, and I was just a man trying to keep his sanity.
166. I've always liked looking at you. You're my favorite view in the world.
167. I was a bad example and deserve to be punished. Wash my mouth with your taste…
168. And tonight, I would make the most of every second. And every corner of this house.
169. It was more than sex. It was everything we carried in our hearts, exploding right there.
170. “Use me. Show me I’m yours.”
171. You’re mine. Every inch of this body is mine. Every breath, every moan, everything…
172. If we're going to fall into temptation, we're going to fall into it together.
173. Julia deserves the world, and I’ll give it to her.
174. I'm ready for anything... if it's with you.
175. Surprise!!!
176. I'm being romantic. This is my version of romance: a new car and warm memories.
177. When we get home, I'm going to masturbate.
178. You can watch it. If you want. But you can’t touch. Not a single finger.
179. You’re going to feel every damn second of the teasing you started.
180. Barbecue...
181. Enjoying the day with the family...
182. When it's all over, everyone is asleep and it's just us.
183. A shower for two saves water, you know?
184. You deserve much more than crumbs...
185. If you hadn't accepted it, we'd have run away.
186. I'm tired of being your escape valve, your Plan B. I'm tired of waiting for you to choose me. I've already chosen me. And you're not in my plans.
187. She left me. For real.
188. Healing Little by Little...
189. “Only if it's from your lips…”
190. The punch he promised...
191. She is my world...
192. My desire. My queen.
193. Before the storm...
194. Handcuffed...
195. The night that never ends...
196. The shadow of the past...
197. Night of Anguish…
198. Nerves on Edge
199. He needs me...
200. If I fall, she falls with me...
201. Unexpected visit
202. I would go to the ends of the earth to prove my husband's innocence.
203. Judge Moretti?
204. The Weight of Longing
205. Until the End!
206. A Glimpse of Hope
207. Testimonial
208. Behind bars
209. The Day Hope Returned
210. Freedom
211. Returning Home
212. A Day of Celebration
213. Together...
214. Our place...
215. Night of love
216. Forever and ever!
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