In This State
Gray's POV
I wait until the pain subsides as I hold onto the railing, just breathing. The pain is subsiding, so I take a step away from the stairs. Holding onto my belly, I bite my lower lip from trembling. I don't get far enough when more pain pierces through. I hunch over, squeezing my eyes shit....
Chapters
1. Seeing Him Again
2. First Day Jitters
3. Feelings Of Disappointment
4. Just The Best Friend's Daughter
5. Helping Him
6. I Will Never Have Him
7. To My Rescue
8. Home Alone With Mark
9. Hurt That Stings
10. The Worst Ever
11. Guarding My Heart
12. One Day Notice
13. For The Best
14. Putting Up Walls
15. Heaven
16. No Choice
17. The Cold Shoulder
18. A Special Moment
19. Worry
20. My Painful Past
21. At The Cost Of Me
22. The Policy
23. His Last Kiss
24. Bits And Pieces Of Mark
25. Shattered Heart
26. Pain
27. Hard To Pretend
28. Won't Be Bullied
29. Hating Ivy
30. Coffee Shop
31. Complicated Mess
32. The Boots
33. Heirloom
34. Stolen Heart
35. A Friend
36. In Need Of Healing
37. Leaving
38. Through My Eyes
39. Lies To My Ears
40. Finally
41. Breaking Point
42. The Pregnancy Confusion
43. Angel
44. The Encounter
45. The Business Meeting
46. To Have Or Not To Have
47. Second Chance
48. To Be Caught Or Not...
49. An Unpleasant Surprise
50. Vulnerability
51. Poison Ivy
52. To Take Care Of A Matter
53. Unintentional Accident
54. Twisted
55. Crazy
56. Surprising News
57. Preparing For The Worst
58. The Calm
59. The Storm
60. Surviving The Storm
61. Truth That Sets Free
62. New Home
63. Double Trouble
64. Being Okay
65. Stressful Times
66. Needing Time
67. Taking Care Of Each Other
68. Support System
69. Unexpected Troubles
70. Stormy Weather
71. Our Own Storm
72. A Needed Getaway
73. A New Assistant
74. The Cabin
75. The Shower
76. The Proposal
77. Unexpected Visitors
78. Jamie
79. Panic
80. Strong
81. What The Future Holds
82. The File
83. Question
84. Twenty-Third Birthday
85. Baby Sitting
86. The Doctor And The Aunt
87. When It Hurts
88. The Talk
89. Jamie's Meeting
90. What To Believe
91. The Proper Diagnosis
92. The Necklace
93. The Family Meeting
94. Emotions
95. Sisters
96. Places To Be Caught In
97. Trying To Be Protective
98. The Man
99. The Stern Wedding
100. Honeymoon
101. The Little Note
102. Mystery
103. Roses
104. The Blue Eye
105. The Resume
106. In Trouble
107. Elevator
108. Fire
109. A Rift Started
110. Drifting Apart
111. Talking Things Out
112. Is It Too Late?
113. The Distance
114. A Good Heart
115. Being Generous
116. The Long Awaited Talk
117. Seeing Things
118. Conversation With Jackie
119. To Help
120. Telling The Truth
121. Firing Dean
122. Seeing Red
123. Jumpy
124. Losing It
125. The Next One
126. Grabbing The Opportunity
127. My Surprise
128. Looking For Fights
129. No Use
130. Jackie's Invitation
131. Coming Clean
132. Dinner
133. A Letter To My Unborn Child
134. Granddad
135. A Letter Of Love To Lana
136. Breaking A Rule
137. Under The Table
138. Too Much
139. Panicked
140. Loss
141. Grief
142. Grandparents
143. Family Business
144. Laying Them To Rest
145. Having Company
146. Piece Of Mind
147. An Unconditional Love
148. Friendship Restored
149. Wedding Day
150. Painting
151. Falling
152. In This State
153. About The Future
154. New CEO
155. Birthday Plans
156. Mark's Birthday Gift
157. Love
158. Rose
159. Skin To Skin
160. Surprising Moments
161. First Day At Home
162. Ademia
163. Mark And Lana
164. Four Years Later
165. Family Time
166. My Kind Of Happy
167. Another Chance
168. Ten Years Later
169. Lana And Weston
170. The Phone Call
171. Affected
172. Safe At Home
173. Lana
174. Lana's Diary
175. The Reason
176. A Birth Scare
177. Being Alive
178. Fights
179. Loved
180. Epilogue
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