Chapter 7 Beauty And Curves
Dream, I still feel like what happened that night was just a dream. A nightmare that was actually very pleasant. I looked at my face in the mirror, knowing that this morning I would see Jacob again after that night.
I can still clearly remember the look on Jacob's face immediately after he ejaculated. He ejaculated inside my vagina without my permission, and then he showed a disgusted expression as if I had violated him.
"That's annoying! He shouldn't have to look at me like that, right? Am I a sperm dump?" I screamed in annoyance every time I remembered the look on his face.
He was indeed very handsome, but that doesn't mean he can be forgiven just because he is. Shouldn't anyone be selfish during sex?
He clearly didn't care whether I enjoyed the sex or not. He was only doing it at Henry's behest, and so was I. We were doing it only because Henry wanted to, so shouldn't I be so upset?
I took a deep breath and got ready for work, determined to put aside all the negative feelings I'd been feeling for the past two days. I'd spent the weekend brooding and feeling upset.
When I arrived at the office, I started to feel nervous. The unease of having to see Jacob again was getting to me, and sure enough, as I entered the employee lounge, I ran into Jacob. He was wearing a gray shirt and black pants, neat and stylish as usual.
We stared at each other for a few seconds, and it made me freeze. Flashes of us kissing and having sex in bed began to plague my thoughts. But unlike me, who was plagued by anxiety, Jacob looked cool and calm as usual, as if nothing had happened between us.
"Amy...? Hey, Amy, why are you daydreaming in the middle of the street?"
Regina's voice interrupted my thoughts, making me realize I was still standing in front of the door even as Jacob had already left for his office.
"Ah...no, I—" I stammered, as if I'd been caught doing something wrong.
"You're frozen in fear like this after running into Mr. Jacob? Come on, Amy, do you really think he's that scary?" Regina complained to me about her overly paranoid attitude toward our division head, who was known for being cold and perfectionist. But how could I tell him about our heated encounter two days ago? Even though there was an element of compulsion, because neither of us could refuse Henry's wishes.
"Well, you know I have a bad relationship with him, I just feel scared when he walks by me. I feel like he's going to judge me for my mistakes again!"
"Hahaha..."
I heard Jennifer giggle, unaware that we had overheard our conversation behind us. Regina and I turned around to see Jennifer's cheerful morning laughter.
"What's so funny, Jen?" Before I could ask, Regina protested. I was grateful that Regina was always on my side.
"Yes, I'm laughing because it's funny, just remembering the look on your face every time Mr. Jacob reprimands you for your mistakes. You look like a poor puppy!"
"I guess you're right. I'm such a poor puppy, unable to do anything against him because he's my boss, overseeing my work directly," I said as I walked over to my desk and set my bag on it.
"Hey ladies, good morning?" Ze greeted us cheerfully in his signature flirtatious way. I hadn't seen him since he took a week off to go on vacation to the Bahamas with his boyfriend of only two months.
"Ze? When are you back from vacation?" Jennifer beamed again as her beloved friend returned to work.
They laughed happily and hugged each other, making a bit of a ruckus.
"Kyaaa... I'm happy to be back at work, but I'm also sad because my vacation is over!" Ze overreacted as usual, flirting even more than the rest of us.
"So you really went on vacation with that guy?" Regina, skeptical, immediately asked a sarcastic question.
"Come on, Regi, he's not as bad as you think! Yes, he may not be as handsome and sexy as my exes or as charming as Mr. Henry and Mr. Jacob, but he's very kind and treats me like a princess."
"Geez, I don't know what you see in that short, bald guy?"
"Regina, what makes you dislike Bob?" Jennifer tried to defend Ze as best she could. Meanwhile, I couldn't help but laugh at their heated argument that always occurred every morning.
"Really Regi, why do you dislike Bob so much? He loves me!"
"Of course he loves you, you handsome idiot! You should find a man who's just as handsome as you. Not that weird, perverted-looking middle-aged man. I think he also loves women, or rather, he's bisexual."
"Bob was married to a woman before!"
"Really?" I asked, immediately becoming very interested in the conversation.
"Amy, you're very curious, huh?" Ze flicked my nose affectionately after I became interested in learning about him and his boyfriend, who was 20 years his senior.
"Well, I mean, you said he was married to a woman before, so what Regina said might be true—he's bisexual," I said.
"During college, Bob dated a guy from a different department, but because the relationship was filled with verbal abuse, he and his boyfriend broke up before graduation. While working at his company, he reconnected with a high school classmate who had previously liked him but was rejected. They became close, and Bob felt comfortable with her. He decided to propose to her, and they married. However, Bob realized he wasn't truly sexually attracted to his wife. They were married for five years and had no children before divorcing. So, you could say Bob isn't bisexual, but completely gay!"
"I don't think so! Didn't you see how he glanced at Amy's chest that time? His eyes were wide and wandering, which means he still likes looking at beautiful and sexy girls. He's not gay, but bisexual!"
"That's not true, Regi! As a gay man, I also greatly admire Amy's beauty and curves, but that doesn't mean I lust after her. If there's one person whose physical beauty makes me truly adore and lust after him, it's definitely Mr. Jacob."
