Introduction
Aku bisa merasakan hatiku hancur. Leon meraung di dalam diriku, dan aku bisa merasakan rasa sakitnya.
Dia menatap langsung ke arahku, dan aku bisa melihat rasa sakit di matanya, tapi dia menolak untuk menunjukkannya. Kebanyakan serigala akan jatuh berlutut karena rasa sakit. Aku ingin jatuh berlutut dan mencakar dadaku. Tapi dia tidak. Dia berdiri di sana dengan kepala tegak. Dia menarik napas dalam-dalam dan menutup mata indahnya.
"Aku, Emma Parker dari Pack Bulan Sabit, menerima penolakanmu."
Ketika Emma berusia 18 tahun, dia terkejut bahwa pasangan jiwanya adalah Alpha dari pack-nya. Tapi kebahagiaannya menemukan pasangan jiwa tidak bertahan lama. Pasangannya menolaknya demi serigala betina yang lebih kuat. Serigala betina itu membenci Emma dan ingin menyingkirkannya, tapi itu bukan satu-satunya hal yang harus dihadapi Emma. Emma menemukan bahwa dia bukan serigala biasa dan ada orang-orang yang ingin memanfaatkannya. Mereka berbahaya. Mereka akan melakukan segalanya untuk mendapatkan apa yang mereka inginkan.
Apa yang akan Emma lakukan? Apakah pasangannya akan menyesal menolaknya? Apakah pasangannya akan menyelamatkannya dari orang-orang di sekitar mereka?
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Tessa Lilly
Chapter 1
Aku terbangun pagi-pagi sekali dan langsung bangun dari tempat tidur. Aku sangat bersemangat. Benar-benar bersemangat. Besok adalah hari ulang tahunku. Besok aku akan berusia delapan belas tahun dan aku akan bertemu dengan serigalaku. Aku tidak sabar untuk berubah wujud untuk pertama kalinya. Mereka bilang itu menyakitkan, tapi aku tidak peduli dengan bagian itu. Itu hanya sebentar, dan nanti akan semakin mudah. Aku bisa bertahan dengan sedikit rasa sakit.
Aku hanya berharap orangtuaku ada di sini untuk melihatku berubah wujud untuk pertama kalinya. Sudah delapan tahun sejak mereka meninggal, dan rasanya tidak semakin mudah.
Mereka dibunuh dalam serangan oleh serigala liar.
Serigala liar adalah serigala yang tidak memiliki kawanan. Mereka menjadi liar karena diusir dari kawanannya setelah melakukan berbagai kejahatan. Beberapa dari mereka memilih untuk meninggalkan kawanannya dan hidup seperti serigala liar. Itu jarang terjadi. Kami, serigala, adalah makhluk sosial. Kami tidak suka sendirian. Ketika seekor serigala memilih menjadi liar, biasanya karena sesuatu yang buruk telah terjadi pada mereka di kawanan atau mereka kehilangan pasangan hidupnya, menjadi gila, dan meninggalkan kawanan.
Serigala liar hidup sendirian. Mereka tidak bekerja sama dengan serigala lain. Tapi ketika mereka menyerang kawanan kami, mereka bekerja sama. Itu sangat aneh. Sejak malam itu, Alpha kami mengetahui bahwa ada serigala liar yang telah mengumpulkan serigala liar lainnya untuk menyerang berbagai kawanan. Mereka menyebutnya Raja Serigala Liar. Serangan-serangan itu belum berhenti sejak saat itu. Mereka menyerang kawanan kami dan kawanan lainnya berkali-kali.
Pada malam serangan itu, serigala liar mencoba membunuh putra Alpha kami. Kami sedang merayakan ulang tahunnya yang ke-18 dan perubahan wujud pertamanya. Dia seharusnya mulai pelatihannya untuk menjadi Alpha baru dan memimpin kawanan.
Namun, malam itu, serigala liar membunuh ayahnya, Alpha kami sebelumnya, Luke. Dia terpaksa menjadi Alpha segera. Dan dia melakukan pekerjaan yang luar biasa. Dia menyelesaikan pelatihannya lebih awal dan menjadikan kawanan kami salah satu yang terkuat.
Ayahku adalah Beta dari Alpha Luke. Dia dan ibuku meninggal melindungi Alpha, Luna, dan putra mereka. Itu adalah tugas mereka.
Setelah kematian mereka, kakakku Andrew menjadi Beta. Dia dan Alpha kami adalah sahabat sejak kecil, dan sekarang mereka memimpin kawanan kami bersama.
Kakakku adalah Beta yang luar biasa, dan saudara yang bahkan lebih baik. Dia berusia 17 tahun ketika orangtua kami meninggal, dan setelah itu, dia harus merawat kawanan kami dan aku. Dia tidak pernah mengeluh. Dia mengambil tanggung jawab itu dan melakukan yang terbaik yang dia bisa. Dan dia melakukannya dengan hebat. Dia selalu memastikan aku aman dan terurus. Dia masih melakukannya.
Aku menyelesaikan sekolah menengah beberapa bulan yang lalu, dan sekarang yang harus aku lakukan adalah berlatih. Setelah serangan-serangan itu, kakakku dan Alpha kami memutuskan bahwa semua anggota kawanan harus berlatih untuk bisa membela diri.
Aturan dalam kawanan kami adalah bahwa semua anggota harus melalui sekolah menengah. Ini mirip dengan sekolah menengah manusia, tetapi kami belajar tentang sejarah manusia serigala dan kawanan, hukum kawanan, dan segala hal yang diperlukan untuk membantu kawanan berfungsi dengan baik. Misalnya, jika seekor serigala tertarik bekerja untuk Alpha, dia akan belajar lebih banyak tentang bagaimana menjalankan kawanan. Jika tertarik pada pertanian, dia akan belajar tentang tanaman dan hasil bumi kami untuk membantu menjaga pasokan makanan. Jika tertarik mempertahankan kawanan, dia akan belajar tentang teknik pertahanan, formasi serangan, dan harus menghabiskan lebih banyak waktu berlatih daripada kami yang lain. Aku memilih untuk membantu Alpha menjalankan kawanan kami. Itu terasa alami bagiku. Kakakku adalah Beta dan aku ingin membantu dia sebanyak mungkin. Jadi, aku mempelajari semua tentang hukum kawanan dan segala hal lain yang diperlukan untuk menjalankan kawanan kami dengan sukses.
Alpha, Beta, dan penyembuh kawanan adalah satu-satunya yang meninggalkan kawanan untuk berlatih di posisi mereka. Mereka pergi ke kawanan lain di mana mereka belajar segala yang diperlukan untuk posisi mereka dalam kawanan. Pelatihan ini berlangsung sekitar satu tahun.
Mengingat kawanan kami diserang dan mantan Alpha kami terbunuh, Alpha dan Beta baru kami menyelesaikan pelatihan mereka hanya dalam beberapa bulan. Kawanan membutuhkan mereka, dan itu harus dilakukan lebih cepat dari biasanya. Aku merindukan kakakku saat dia pergi, tetapi aku tahu itu adalah sesuatu yang harus dia lakukan.
Kami harus berlatih setiap hari, tetapi besok aku mendapat libur karena itu adalah hari ulang tahunku dan perubahan pertamaku. Ini adalah kesempatan istimewa. Perubahan pertama penting karena kamu akan bertemu dengan serigalamu, dan pasanganmu.
Pasangan sangat penting dalam budaya serigala. Pasangan adalah seseorang yang istimewa, dipilih oleh Dewi Bulan kami. Itu adalah ikatan dua jiwa. Pasanganmu menjadi hal terpenting bagimu. Kamu mencintai mereka seketika. Kamu ingin dan perlu bersama mereka dan melindungi mereka.
Kakakku masih belum menemukan pasangannya. Begitu juga dengan Alpha kami. Jadi, sampai dia menemukan pasangannya, ibunya, Gloria, masih memegang gelar Luna dan menjalankan tugas Luna.
Dia mengalami masa sulit setelah pasangannya, mantan Alpha kami, meninggal. Dia hampir tidak bisa bertahan. Dia tidak makan, tidur, atau melakukan apa pun. Itulah yang terjadi ketika kamu kehilangan pasanganmu. Keinginanmu untuk hidup hilang. Namun, dia pulih, dan dia adalah Luna yang luar biasa. Aku sangat menyayanginya. Dia membantu aku dan kakakku setelah orang tua kami meninggal, dan dia dan aku memiliki hubungan khusus. Dia seperti ibu bagiku.
Aku memintanya untuk hadir pada perubahan pertamaku. Dia menerima dan memelukku erat. Ini adalah hal besar untuk hadir pada perubahan pertama serigala. Setidaknya di kawanan kami. Setiap kawanan memiliki tradisinya sendiri, tetapi di kawanan kami, hanya serigala yang kamu pilih yang bisa menyaksikan perubahan pertamamu. Dan itu adalah kehormatan untuk dipilih.
Aku memilih kakakku, Luna Gloria, dan teman-temanku Amy dan Jacob. Mereka semua merasa terhormat dan bersemangat untukku.
Aku tidak sabar untuk berubah. Ini akan luar biasa. Dan mungkin aku akan lebih beruntung daripada kakakku dan segera bertemu dengan pasanganku.
Aku harus segera pergi berlatih, jadi aku menggosok gigi, mandi cepat, dan berpakaian. Aku mengenakan legging hitam, bra olahraga, hoodie abu-abu, dan sepatu Nike hitam. Aku mengikat rambut cokelat panjangku menjadi ekor kuda dan turun ke bawah.
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