Introduction
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Der Tag, an dem sich mein Leben für immer veränderte…
Ich schaue durch die angelehnte Tür. Beide sind nackt, und Jessica liegt auf dem Rücken mit den Beinen in der Luft. Chris kniet und stößt heftig zu. Verdammt! Ich weiß ehrlich gesagt nicht, was ich gerade fühlen soll, ich hätte nie gedacht, dass meine Schulfreundin einen Grund hätte, mit meinem Mann zu schlafen.
"Raus aus meinem Haus!"
Chris packt meine Unterarme und schleudert mich hart gegen die Wand.
Chris greift nach mir, „Jetzt hörst du mir zu, du Schlampe! Du gehörst mir und das hier ist mein Zuhause. Ich gehe nirgendwo hin!" Ich versuche, mich aufzurappeln.
Er drückt mich nach unten, "Bleib auf deinen Knien, wo du hingehörst!"
"Fahr zur Hölle!"
Er schlägt mir in den Bauch. Ich schüttle den Kopf. An diesem Punkt bin ich nicht mehr ich selbst. Ich bin völlig von meinem Körper losgelöst.
"Ich bin schwanger, du Bastard!"
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Meine Mutter sprach immer von wahrer Liebe. Nicht nur von der wahren Liebe der Person, mit der man schläft, sondern auch von der aller Menschen um einen herum. Sie nannte es Kismet. Während meiner Scheidung wurde mir klar, dass ich das mit Chris nie hatte. Ich wäre fast umsonst gestorben!
Ich spürte dieses Kribbeln bei Bastian, Ardin und jetzt bei Ice. Ich hatte ähnliche Empfindungen bei meinen Freunden und den wenigen Liebhabern, die ich hatte, aber diese Energie ist einfach unvergleichlich und ich habe vor, sie bis zum Äußersten zu erkunden!
Die Überreste meiner schmerzenden und zerrissenen Seele können endlich heilen, während mein neues Leben nach der Scheidung beginnt.
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Lynn James hat ein interessantes Leben geführt, sowohl privat als auch öffentlich. Ihre missbräuchliche Ehe brachte sie an den Rand des Todes, aber sie erhob sich besser als zuvor. Ihr zweites Leben begann vollständig, als ein Mann, mit dem sie gespielt hatte, sie auf einer Erwachsenen-Website fand.
Durch ihre Beziehung dringen ihre Vergangenheiten in die Gegenwart ein und sie finden sich in der Unterwelt-Mafia wieder. Können sie Kismet nutzen, um alles zu schützen, was sie lieben, oder werden die Dämonen ihrer Vergangenheit ihr Licht auslöschen?
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Lynn Byrne
Chapter 1
Prolog
Dies ist das erste Buch meiner Kismet-Serie. Es enthält Erwachsenenthemen wie häusliche Gewalt, Mord, Fehlgeburt, Tiermissbrauch und sehr explizites sexuelles Material. Wenn Sie eines dieser Themen stört, bitte ich Sie, das Lesen einzustellen.
Dieses Buch entstand ursprünglich aus einer Wette. Eine Indie-Autorin, der ich gefolgt bin, reagierte auf einen meiner Szenenvorschläge für sie. Sie forderte mich heraus, die Geschichte meines Lebens zu schreiben. Ich scherzte, dass niemand sie lesen wollen würde. Aber ich weiche nie vor einer Herausforderung zurück, und so wurde "Finding Erotic Friends" an diesem Tag geboren. Die Charaktere und viele der Szenen sind real. Man sagt, das Leben imitiert die Kunst, aber in diesem Fall basiert die Kunst auf meinem Leben.
„Das Leben ist nicht perfekt. Das Leben ist chaotisch und manchmal muss man sich die Hände schmutzig machen.“ Dieses Buch hat eine besondere Bedeutung, die ich im Epilog enthüllen werde.
„Wenn du atmen kannst, kannst du stehen. Wenn du stehen kannst, kannst du kämpfen. Jetzt werden wir gemeinsam wie ein Phönix aus der Asche aufsteigen!“
Finding Erotic Friends@Copyright Dezember 2020. Alle Rechte vorbehalten. Kein Teil dieses Buches darf verändert, reproduziert, in einem Abrufsystem gespeichert, in einer Datenbank gespeichert und/oder in irgendeiner Form oder auf irgendeine Weise, elektronisch, durch Aufzeichnung oder anderweitig, ohne vorherige schriftliche Genehmigung des Verlags oder Autors veröffentlicht werden.
Möge Ihr Leben vom Schicksal geküsst werden.
Xoxo Kätzchen,
Lady Darkness alias Lynn Byrne
In diesem Buch bin ich Lynn James und ich bin stolz darauf, meine Freunde vorzustellen, denn ohne sie hätte ich niemals aufstehen können!
Nun zu einem Teil meiner Geschichte...
Ich mag die Vielfalt und die Spontaneität. Ich sehne mich tatsächlich mehr danach, als ich je gedacht hätte. In meiner ersten Ehe fühlte ich mich in meiner eigenen Haut gefangen, gefangen in einem Gefängnis meiner eigenen Gestaltung. Ich hätte ehrlich zu mir selbst sein sollen, dass er mich nicht erfüllte. Ich nahm einfach an, dass es ausreichte, ihm zu sagen, dass ich selten einen Orgasmus hatte. Ich lag falsch, so falsch. Ich zwang mich, in einer Ehe zu bleiben, die mich unglücklich machte, weil ich Angst vor der Scheidung hatte. Ich ließ die Angst herrschen und mich verzehren. Sie verweigerte mir den wertvollsten Besitz... mich selbst. Hab keine Angst, eine Chance auf dich selbst zu ergreifen. Sei nicht zufrieden mit einem Leben voller „Was wäre wenn“. Atme tief ein und stehe auf, um für dich selbst zu kämpfen. Erhebe dich über all den Hass und Zweifel. Erhebe dich, um diejenige zu sein, ohne die niemand leben kann! Ich hoffe, dass meine Geschichte in dieser, Sie dazu ermächtigen kann, Ihr Leben nach einer Scheidung oder Trennung zurückzuerobern. Niemand ist es wert, sich selbst zu verlieren, denn Sie sind unbezahlbar!
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