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MainCharacters

Ryuji: Ryuji is a complex character with a troubled past. Having spent six months in a juvenile detention center, he struggles with his identity and place in the world. He is loyal to his friends and has a strong sense of justice, despite his involvement in gang activities. Ryuji's interactions with others, especially Matt, reveal his vulnerability and desire for connection. Matt: Matt is enigmatic and alluring, with a mysterious background that slowly unfolds throughout the story. He is independent and resourceful, living alone and managing his own affairs. Matt's relationship with Ryuji is intense and complicated, marked by moments of passion and conflict. Their dynamic evolves as they navigate their feelings for each other and the challenges they face. Development: Ryuji and Matt's relationship begins with a chance encounter and quickly becomes a central focus of the story. Their interactions are charged with tension and desire, leading to a deep and tumultuous connection. As they grow closer, they must confront their pasts and the dangers that come with their respective lives.

Main Themes

The novel explores themes of redemption, identity, and the search for belonging. Through the experiences of Ryuji and Matt, the story delves into the complexities of human relationships and the struggle to find one's place in a world filled with conflict and uncertainty.

Hot Chapters

Chapter 1

Six months. It was only six months, but it felt like a year to my heart and body. Six months of eating bad food, showering with other boys, participating in group activities, and discussing emotions with a psychologist. Emotions? It was pathetic and a punishment.

Chapter 3

I bought a ticket for the only horror movie showing. The theater was a neutral zone in the city, where fights and conflicts between gangs were prohibited. Ignoring the small group waiting in line for another movie, I noticed their black jackets with red lily emblems. They were members of the 'Lily Gang,' controlling half the city and involved in illegal arms and drug sales.

Chapter 4

His mouth was on mine before I could close the door. I gasped as his tongue invaded, but I didn't care when he removed my hat and coat. The apartment was warm, but all I could feel was his body heat and scent. As he guided me through the dim apartment, my hands explored his skin under his shirt.

Chapter 5

I woke to the sound of something vibrating. The sun was rising outside the window. My phone vibrated again, drawing my attention to the wooden floor where clothes were scattered. I felt good for the first time in a while. Sitting on the bed, I looked at the boy lying next to me. Matt was face down, half his face hidden by a soft pillow.

Chapter 7

Where are you? Kenji asked over the phone. Climbing the stairs of a building, I replied, 'Somewhere.' 'Where?' he pressed. 'Neutral zone,' I said calmly. 'Which part?' His voice was anxious, making me smile. Kenji had many strengths, but patience was not one of them.